A letter from August 24th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, Hey Vani! how are you doing? You better say amazing! You're such a loved person by sooo many people, I know 2018 and beginning of 2019 was difficult and so many things changed in your life but hey YOU ARE STILL BREATHING!! WOW!! a lot of people really don't see that as a accomplishment but it is you woke up today alive, healthy, you are okay! And for that I am proud, if that is all you can do right now its all okay, you're doing your best. Whatever you are going through right now will pass quickly, pain is inevitable but suffering is a choice! I am so sorry about all the pain I put you through at this time I wish I was a little stronger mentally and emotionally but your getting there at the moment. You are currently not in a good place but I believe that by the time you read this you will be so happy you forget to worry about everything, you are also learning how to love yourself in every way, which is going pretty well. I am so proud of you, so many people dont know how to love themselves, and that's where insecurities come in place. Remember "Insecure people turn to insecure lovers", don't be that insecure lover, it has stopped you sooo many times in the past, don't do that to yourself so focus on you and only you!! love yourself with everything you got!!! I love you Sincerely, Past and unexperienced Vani