A letter from August 14th, 2019

Dear Future Husband, I want to start out by saying happy anniversary!! that is if we stuck to the date we set knowing us maybe so maybe no, Do we have any kids yet? Or are own house? I know us living where we are is causing fights... I bet your still goofy and weird all the time huh, I hope you haven't given up on my by the times this gets to you.. if your still stuck with me! What am I doing now are with still stuck to each others side 24/7 am I making you dinner or cleaning the house for you? I love you so so so so much! I bet we are so happy right now! I hope your happy I hope you feel loved I hope your not stressed, I hope we can look back at this and laugh at the old me not knowing what to say and rambling hoping you don't forget your E-mail password before this sends! I want you to know I'm sorry for being a ***** all the time I feel so angry and lonely sometimes I cant explain it and I take out my past and things that hurt me on you sometimes I hope that didn't make you hate me I love you more than anything I wanna hold your hand and kiss your lips my whole life I love anything about you, Your unexplainable blue eyes, curly hair, **** body, deep voice, spine tingling laugh, and that amazing mind! I got a 10/10 I'm the luckiest girl ever for having you, you have helped me though so so much pain and hurt and I couldn't be more thankful . Happy Anniversary my **** Husband!! And to many many more! I cant wait for now and for ever my Creature <3