A letter from July 18th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, First of all, I ******* love you & love how far you’ve reached with everything! It’s July 19th 2019 I’m laying down on our big car trunk enjoying the moonlight, we’re on our way back to home from a nice picnic on the beach (me, mom, yasser, aisha, abood, azoz, essam & lili my auntie’s servant). It was nice except i hated every bit of sand was attached to my body, other than that it was a really nice road trip ♡. Anyways, it’s 2019 it is an end of a big era, everyone is changing their lives and going through hard times because I don’t think anybody was ready for this huge step up in their life! And i want to be part of it, i want to change a lot of things most of them are in my head & i will! I’m doing this for you love i want to give u the best life you could have, i want you to forget about every ****** thing and move to the future lovingly 🧡. You’re going to read this letter in your mid twenties omg it’s weird I just turned 19, you’re going to have your **** together as we said earlier and you’ll definitely have your first kiss or else....🔪. Just know that I’m proud of you whatever you do and i love you so much ***** im even obsessed with you, and i wanted to write this just to remind you of the good things & how amazing you are, how amazingly you’ve evolved ♡! I think I’m going to end this letter with some advice for you in case life was too busy and you forgot, i want you to love more, love everything because I believe how strong love is, how it affects us in a way that’s not only special but a way that i can’t explain (it’s like the feeling you have when you’re smiling widely & thinking how beautiful life is & how amazing it is for existing in it foe no god**** reason!) yep just like that feeling! And also eat healthier & drink water & good stuff! & last but not least stream sorry not sorry for clear skin... IM KIDDING, love yourself deeply because you’re so worthy of love & appreciation MWAH. Yourself 5 years ago, ♡xo