A letter from August 26th, 2018

Hey there Future self, I hope by this time I am able to lose enough weight to healthily have a child, I want one so much. I am absolutely devastated that Danny (husband) wants to wait till we are 25. Which by this year of August 26th 2018 I will be turning 23. I had hopee to actually be a mom by now. Whether by birth or by someone else I want a child with all my heart. I love Danny as we have been married for 3 years by now when this letter is to be read. Happy Anniversary by the way, hopefully Danny treats you to a wonderful day, you both have worked so hard through all the arguments and judgments by family he is, and will hopefully always be my/your best friend, greatest protector, and biggest annoyance (sorry, I'm watching you rearrange the dang living room again 😂 ) And also mom is arguing with you about moving things around, but I really hope that it works out. By the way I hope that my mom is still doing well whether she's living with us or not. She's been a big help since she came here she has lowered our insurance for our cars and even found a way to get us the buy one get one Galaxy note 9. This year it's been Crazy, I still can't believe that Harleigh is gone. I hope Danny is better about it now, because this well have been another year without her. He is E3 as the after mentioned date. Hopefully he was able to find a rate. And I also hope that Hannah and I are still the best of friends. I dont know what life will be like for us now. Anyway mom and Danny are arguing now. *eye roll*