Time Travelled — about 4 years

A letter from April 26th, 2018

Apr 26, 2018 May 27, 2022

Epilogue

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, HAPPY 30th birthday! I really hope that you are happy today. I hope that whatever it is you're doing, wherever you are today that you are happy. I can't believe we're 30! Wow! Aging is so weird isn't it? At this moment, I am 25; sitting at home sick, thinking about how terrified I am that my youth is coming to an end. The thing is, I have no idea what to do with our life. I don't know if I want to get into marketing, but that's where I'm at right now. I miss writing, but it seems that I do everything these days but write. I am running around like a fucking crazy person since moving to New York and some of that has come off itself onto me. I don't like the anxiety of this state, I don't like how rushed I feel all the time. I feel like there isn't enough time in the day to think all the things I want to think, read all the things I want to read, and do all the things I want to do- does that get better wherever you are? Are you happier now? Did we find what we loved? If we didn't- I hope that we are at least happy. 30 is a big number, try not to be afraid of it. We are 30, flirty and thriving! Hopefully.. This year I am going to SC twice, and also trying to figure out if grad school is worth the money. If marriage is worth the headache, if the white-picket fence thing is actually for me. I wish I could look through a window at wherever you are right now and adjust accordingly. Did you get married?! Where!? Did you have any regrets? Did you ever make it back to California? Where else in the world have you gone? So many questions! But I'm sure you have answered them all already. I love you so much, I love us, and I love this experience on earth. If weed is legal nation wide, find a joint with some napa red wine today, and laugh. Laugh, dance, cry, celebrate. Happy 30th

Epilogue

about 22 hours later

Why Hello there 25 year old self. My goodness, what a journey we’ve already had and will continue on.

Yes, things will...

Olws. .
Ewll esy, do tmekrngai ni yolul’ - oiutcnen nad. .
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It essgu to w?aht fracnoliai did you ekma akbc. Etim - ahtw ihst ni otn btu orrnneth yatlcex idnm ltli’ iraoaclnif be adh uyo. Veom yrouflse nas csicroafn yuo to. .
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H,haa sey. I nwko. .
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Njio het tcsa sye aer trega uyo! adn ni hahlet. .
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Rfo syunn too be tl’li oyur ni idnm lsou but be teh it ilt’l - ahd eihlw drame dgoo stw’na anifoiclar arhd ouy -. A rheacpt t’si ifle nnegginib fo ryuo omajr of rstatfmlaoionran eth. Ttah - nad oudnar egachn owrld ni yu,o oyu utb het nthverigye will mcpoleltey rbea idmn wenk. .
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Tub evrsuvi ul’oly. Senortrg caubees of ebcmeo nda ti. .
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Emor ewns ogdo. Ni do yoru oyu ulsameto teg ermaird prak - ot egacril tlinaona. Leif wseod,n - dya ld,ihae ti btu pdeuor yuro of ptiaeshp nda anir it eht was. .
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I hotghu awya it tnc’a all give. Lve,o eb rmof adn eyars ronspe e’oryu prtsec,e oenprs cmhu yl’oul irsdegni os ’eratn adn initwh atpraicepe fecrep,t - the but htat yllo’u het liwl atrle. Cat’n uyo rty oto ckab ot ttneiswe oyenj nad yorrw go yruo -cseuaeb cmhu t’nod. .

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