Time Travelled — about 7 years

A letter from February 19th, 2018

Feb 19, 2018 Mar 19, 2025

Epilogue

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I guess I just need to vent. Today has felt weirder than usual. I've lost my drive to do anything. I know that I have work to get done, work I want to get done, but I just can't bring myself to do it. I started crying today, just out of the blue. And you know that I don't just start crying. These past few weeks I've felt strange. Never truly happy, but never sad. Just kinda numb. I plan for this to get to you by the time you're well into college, do you have friends? I mean, I do, but it doesn't feel right, no one I can call my best friend, just people that I've attached myself to. I feel clingy, I feel as if all of the people I would consider to be my friends would rather be with someone else and the people that want to be around me act like they're still second graders. I know, the hard life of a Seventh-grader. Anyway, I gotta go now. Have to get some real work done. -Sincerely Me

Epilogue

about 1 month later

Hey kid,

I gotta be honest, you're never gonna get over that procrastination habit. I know right now, that's not what's happening with you. I think this is probably the...

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I hte hmte hrytee' at"c tlsli you rae, etipacpera hwis ar"rgsed ot ndosce plepoe tell tub ohw user olcud 'im who i kiel nto nwyyaa. Yuor rfo ehva in tac'n ekpe het olgnign of igmae ngiohtsem you oyu dahe. Estapnal sa is alirtye iesropm, i renev. Sa oyu sa ttha ugpsro yhte rdouna see lciilyd ear otn oyu einrdf icvereep otshe l,shoco. Uaordn fo ,afct be cksu tosm ot htme in. For vieg athn elfrouys rfa omre yuo rome rae reev sttgneir,ine arf ouy ,fun drecti.
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Yuo rtghi now i hknti lolevnbau tath nkwo ryoue'. Oeuyr' otn. Y,uo ttah retfa vole you srnvieo of i nda socme i loev eryev. Eht wonm,a wironkg fmro dna eth dlta,u 'im 'ems i of em, hte nwo asem envse - obuta be lhe'sl lful su her teh areys ghnit liwl eht ays nltui. Rkwo os e,ond esom here nde gotta to,o it 'lil ahev i i tge. .
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Vole dki ,ya. Rof a eb i 'uyreo wkno tcaf ykao tath ngnao.
- uutref you.

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