Hey, how are you doing? It's me..

Dear FutureMe, Did dad finally get you a chuwowa? If he did, whats his name? man if you do i'm totally jeoluse cuz i want one too! So besides the Chuwowa, what happened in the furture? Did you get a boyfriend? Did we move? Did someone die? So many questions, so many answers. Well I hope your doing fine in the future. and if your wondering when I sent this, right now its; Friday, Decemeber 25, 2009, 1;15 PM. At the time right now I'm 12 years old. I wonder how old you are when you get this. So if you're having a bad day, cheer up! Think about all the good times you had, the fun, the laughter, the joy... Don't just sit around and mop on how you hate your day! If you are then I want you to get up and do something that will cheer you up! Even though i'm pretty young right now, you don't have any idea on how worried i am about you. not the bad kind of worry but the wondering worry. i have high hopes for you too. by the way if you need a laugh or two look at MylifeIsAverage. Do you remeber when you would let your imagenation loose? just sit there, relaxe and feel free? When you dared to dream? Well I still do that now, i wonder if I keep at that or i stop. I'm just reminding you because sometimes I would make a goal. A wonderful, adventurouse goal. however i'm too young to accomplish them, I was wondering if you can full fill them now, if you can? i always wanted to do something amazing, as you know, I have a taste for danger. Can you go somewhere, and do something amazing, something that I will remember forever. Something worthy of doing, if you can, thanks. If you did stop imagening wonderouse things, please start to again. i find that if I do imangin great hopes, and wonders, I feel like i'm in my "happy place", you know? When every thing feels just right. i know it may sound silly to do that now that you're older, but please. I promise that it makes you more motivated, it gives you that feeling that you can do anything. One last thing i would like to say to older me. Do you remeber your dearest, closest friends? Amber, Meg, and Grace? If you're still friends with them thats awesome! But if your fighting with one of them or not talking to them, please get back in touch. they are my dearest friends and it would be, like the end of the world of I lose them! Even if your fighting alot like mom and her brother, who i think will never speake to eachother again, please i don't want us to be like that! I want to stick to them, keep them close to your heart, and keep them in your memories. never forget them. even say hi to Aurora once in a while. i know we don't have much in common, but she moved and she misses you. tell her you care for her and you will never forget her. Be there when she needs you most and help her through tough times. It's the lest you can do. Do you remember this? It makes me feel better from time to time; I am part of a lost generation And I refuse to believe That I can change the world... i realize this may be a shock but, "Happines comes from within" Is a lie, and "Money will make me happy" So in 30 years i will tell my children They are not the most important thing in my life My employer will know that I have my priorities straight because work Is more important than Family I tell you this Once upon a time Families stayed together but this will not be true in my era This is a quick fix society Experts tell me From 30 years from now I will be celebrating my 10th anniversary of my divorce I do not concede that I will live in a country of my own making In the future Enviromental destruction will be the norm No longer can it be said My peers and I care about this world It will be evident that My generation is apthetic an lethargic It is foolish to presume that there is hope. And all of this will come true, unless we choose to reverse it. (Read this backwards) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=42E2fAWM6rA this is it. ~Thank you and good luck, younger you