A letter from June 28th, 2016

Hopefully you've forgotten by now that you decided to do this thanks to a reddit thread. Just now you (we) are I about to move flat, we have Matt & Maverick and we are in mitigation to finish university (hopefully with a 2:1 ... I don't think you will have forgotten the **** up!) I won't go into what I hope we have become because it might make you sad... but I hope you can still hear. People tell me not to take any destructive surgeries for Menieres disease because by your time, they might have found a cure. Just now its very hard to live with the "might" but I hope that we remember that it's better than having no hope. Instead of what I hope for us ,I'll list a few things you will probably be happy to remember. Mav is currently learning to roll over all the way, he is smarter than people think and his favourite toy is the flirt pole- he barks at it while running in circles to catch it 😂 I wanted to set this email to arrive 10 years from now but I think that may be longer than Mavericks life span & I would like for you to be able to remember young Mav while in the company of old Mav. We have just started doing DIY ,mainly making new things out of old things and digital art. It's fun and I'm definitely going to get better at it! Other than that I have no idea what to do with my life. I don't think I'll know until I'm doing it really, there isn't much use in planning! Matt is amazing, he really is.q at times I find our differences difficult but underneath it all he is definitely a special one. Unique & hard working and I'm pretty sure he really loves me, he wouldn't have put up with me otherwise! Recently I've been dreaming about a proposal, it may be because that's the expected next step in life or it may be genuine, I guess only you get to know that! Family are all fine, a bit separated but closer than our childhood. One thing I do hope is that you get to spend more time with your nephews, they might well be the closest children in your life & missing them grow and learn and the fact that they don't love their aunty has been harder than i care to admit Same goes for the distance between me and my sister, physical and personality wise. I don't let it get to me but I do hope that the family manages to pull together as a unit. I don't have anything else to say. Now I know this website exists ill probably update you if there is anything worth remembering but I won't send one before this. I hope I haven't brought up any hard memories, if I have it's okay, you can probably see them differently now that you are 29. Tonight I'm going to watch Scream, eat microwave pasta and smoke weed with Matt I hope you are going to do the same (but with better food & tv )