20 and fabulous

Dear FutureMe, First of all I want to know if you are still Fabulous?? You were a rockin 20 year old. Did you ever tell anyone? haha probably not. your deeply in love with eli right now.. and i hope that you haven't forgotten how great you two are together. If i know myself, and i think i do...I have an inkling that you have more than likely let your career run your life. The career path you have chosen is hard and stressful, yes, but please please don't lose sight of what is important Your son, Gavyn is 9 years old, did you see him off on his first day of school? did you teach him how to talk? what was his first word??? (right now i'm hoping it will be mommy :) ) were you there when he took his first steps? did you see his first sports game? does he play golf with his dad??? (I hope you make time for that most) did you give that poor child a sibling to play with! ?? I hope you did, you always wanted a little girl Peyton Leigh Peck Leigh after your mom. I hope she is still with us....and if she isn't don't worry she knows you loved her with all your heart. please read the hope chest once a year...and go to church on her birthday thats what she wanted. she wanted you to have a close relationship with God. I hope you do. God is everything and is the reason for your success She will beat it in the end...it's a disease not a virus and hopefully they have found a cure. she is in the study right now...it seems like its working great. you talked to her and dad tonight. they were bowling.. no, he didn't bowl a perfect game but he did win 40 dollars!! Make sure you still call them often...mom takes losing your brother to the heart and often gets down on herself. Make sure you let her know that she did the best she could...and actually did a phenomenal job raising you. let your dad know how much you appreciate everything he did for you. You went down to the school today and paid in full with his money....he always works so hard to make sure you have everything you need. be truely grateful. Please Please tell me you have dropped the insecurities about your weight. your are actually a very slim woman. Take it from your past self being a double zero is not as appealing as it seems. a size four is just fine and you will die trying to be perfect. I hope that you are still in touch with your best friend Anna. She has been there for you in thick and thin and your friendship has whethered rough times. She is great but sometimes self conscious and has absolutely no reason to be. Make sure she knows that she is just as fabulous as she has always been. you need to get out your sex and the city dvd's and brush up. That was your favorite show. how did nip tuck turn out??? did christian stay married to liz? Probably not ... he is a shallow prick... haha I know this is rather silly but ....please tell me flying cars are in the making...or IS GAS ISN'T STILL 5 FRIGGIN DOLLARs?! OMG. LAME Is Gavyn looking forward to going to NMMI? have you mentioned it to him yet? Let him know why it's so important for him to attend...and please don't sweat the small stuff about high school it really is, and always has been irrelevant. do you still have dark brown hair med. length? GET A NEW LOOK ALREADY!!!! and self, i hope when you read this you remember the important moments in life and you do not forget what is MOST valuble...you have always been materialistic and have a tendancy of putting school/career above all else. you only get one life don't fly through it .... pun intended. Remember, you are a success today because you had someone who believed in you and you just didn't have the heart to let them down. please remember the people who matter most in your life. close family and friends...and without them you would surely be nobody. of course i love you! your great! and i hope that i made you smile. oh yeah. happy birthday!! your 30 but please don't freak out girls turn 29 twice remember !!! give your son a kiss tell eli you still love him and chevy a good scratch she is really old and needs the attention in these unstable puppy dog years! sincerely, me