Dear Me in 4 years

Dear Me, So where are you in graduate school now? What happened with Ciara? How is she? Remember, I'm writing this when she "broke up" with me. Remember the song "If Only Yesterday Could be Tomorrow?" Well that's how it felt like 4 years earlier. I wonder if this macbook is beat up. I wonder if it's completely outdated and sucks now. I wonder if you're loving marine biology. I wonder how much more you know now. Remember NOSB? That was great! So how's the world looking? 4 years probably isn't much, but is it the same old same old crap going around? Probably... I wonder if you're seeing anybody. I bet she's beautiful. and smart. And funny. And atheist hahahha. I hope you don't make any regrets. Hold her when you can. Tell her you love her when you do. Please... UCSC must be awesome. I wonder if I'm alive? Are you? Well... if you're not then NOBODY would have read this. That would be sad. I'm typing to nobody. Well I guess I should write down my password and username for gmail when I die and to tell them to check my email on May 30th 2013. Will this website even be alive? Hm. Well... Write another one will you? I guess I really don't need to ask you. You should try to contact Sandy Arami. He's a good kid. Ciara too of course. Tell her about this email maybe.