A letter from June 30th, 2015

Dear FutureMe, I'm writing you from Berlin, you're thinking about /him/ again, I hope you read this and think about how fool you were and how grateful you are that he is 100% in your past. You deserve better you know? Also, there's the guy next door, he's cute and you haven't kissed him (yet), I mean, you tried and it didnt go well ha, but you're still hopeful (which. honestly? sucks a lot) you're probably going to go back to brazil without kissing him, sad. He has a girlfriend, but then again don't they all? One year ago you were in Dublin, God knows where you are right now, I hope it's somewhere nice, I hope mom is okay, and everyone else too. I hope you're in college, tell me, did we made it to the animation course? Is our drawing less sucky now? What abou the graffiti? If you're still not doing anything about learning graffiti you really should! I don't know where you are now but I feel like Berlin misses you, these walls miss you, and you're not even gone yet. Speaking of Berlin! How's your Deutsch? Any better? Also, any new tattoos? Did mom freak out again? She can be real dramatic, but she's amazing, hope she's fine again. Also, OUR BOOBS, did we get our implant? If yes, God I wish I could see them now. Are you driving? You should drive you know? And, tell mom I love her. I want to cry right now, I don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going. Our mind can be so scary at times right? What about Louis? And Harry? Are they fine? Are our sons okay? How's Zayn doing? Did zouis rise again? WHAT ABOUT THE NEW ALBUM? DID THEY GO TO BRAZIL? DID YOU SEE THEM? DID YOU CAMP? PLEASE TELL ME WE GOT TO SEE LOUIS FROM UP CLOSE AGAIN. Mcfly is supossed to come back at some point this year or next year, I hope they didn't fuck up again. It's 03:37 and we have class tomorrow, I'm really scared about the certificate, let's pray we receive it. one year is a lot right? Right now our phone is broken, and so is our notebook, also Julius is so cute and at this moment all I want to do is kiss him. Apparently I'm fucking crazy, I should move on. I mean, I will obviously, is just taking longer than I expected. We're out of food at the moment and I'm hungry, like real hungry. I hope the future is good. I hope we're good. Tell mom I love her. So much could change, and I'm sure so much did. How does it feel being 20? Shit, you're old! 20!!!! Honestly what the hell, ha. Be safe love, take care of yourself. Come back to Berlin, we miss you. One last note: at this very moment, I really want sushi. Bye, from me (or you).