August 7th, 2014

To myself, Well hey. Your 4teen, youre boring. And youre dying your hair blonde probably tomorrow or the day after. Yay.. youre a total bitch in 2014 and you dont like key anymore so yay. And he already moved on. Hes onto that Gabe chick. Well by the time you are reading this, I hope you are a total bitch to anyone who is a bitch to you, yeah? ;) Well Bubu still lives in the trailer with you. Sarah also. Ratana had her baby last month, Dad is quitting his job in October. You want to live in Florida by the Beach. Sarah wants you to go with her to New York City, well idk if you are ever going to pursue any dream that you want to. Like being skinny, having a nice bikini body. Punching Key in the face :') Having sex before im 7teen. Only having one kid. ( hopefully in your twenties ) **LISTEN TO BE THE LIFE OF THE PARTY FOR THIS PART** Well, Taco Bell is life. You have no boyfriend and probably wont when you read this. Uhm. It feels like im writing this to some stranger who wants to know about my life in 2014. Hahaha ANYWAYS you want a boyfriend, you want to become famous someday, eat as much pizza as possible without gaining weight, dont do drugs, thats an obvious NO. Live on the beach, eat fruit, party, but always live like there is no tomorrow. Be as happy as possible. Dont cry, be amazing and stop thinking you were stupid when you were writing this becaue you were only just fourteen. Not sixteen. You are trying to change before the school year. You are kind of pretty, but you are really ugly. You have a great butt though. Bonus. Have a great life and think about these goals. Seriously. Have fun. Run away for once. Live live live. You only live once... HAVE SEXXXXXXXX :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)