A apology letter from March 27th, 2014

Dear FutureMe, I'm sorry for all the **** I put you through. The lying, lack of motivation, putting my trust in the wrong people and getting hurt time and time again. I've hurt you in a myriad of ways. At this very second we're barely hanging on with a thread, crippled by the mountain of stress and depression dumped on our chest. I'm sorry that I put you through all of this, I'm praying that we make it though (hopefully with a semblance of sanity, but that may be asking for a bit too much, eh?) I hope we're happy now, or at least healthy... There has to be a light at the end of this drafty tunnel, right? Most of all, I hope you've learned to love yourself. That's the most important thing. I love you.