Congratulations?

Hey you, Remember me? Or is it now two? Today's countdown is fivety-four and fourty-three. I finished a poem yesterday. I was gonna share it with him today, but I didn't. You figured having a ride home tomorrow was more important. Do you still like him? Are the two of you a thing? Here's a copy of the poem to refresh your memory. /Down beneath what you see There's something most find unknown But if you look hard enough You might catch what I have thrown/ /Adventures with you are the best They can put our minds to the test Even if we go insane I'll like you just the same/ /Now you see me And now you don't I would ask you But I guess I won't/ /In your eyes I see a galaxy Filled with many stars you see They make me want to travel the world And see the clouds as they are twirled/ /Every time we're together I wish time would stop in its tracks We could be for forever Those are the simple facts/ /Liking you could be a first Telling you will be unrehearsed But when you see this can we try Try and make the love birds fly?/ /Ready or not this is it Afterwards, don't be inactive Are you gonna throw a fit? That would be most unattractive/ /One plus one is one Why not a date? Being with you is so much fun Who says you aren't my fate?/ /Grateful to God I am for you If only I could tell how you helped make me new God has greatly blessed me I do hope you will not flee/ /Every time I see your smile It reminds me I'm alive Things might not be for a while But you make me want to thrive/ /Reliving every moment That you and I have spent Sure it can be torturous But I believe in us/ /Pardon moi But can't you see That I like you And it seems you like me?/ /Rain can go away Like tear drops and yesterdays Rings of fire, rays of sunshine Who needs them? Please be mine/ /Anytime we're together You're a bright spot in my day I wish that it could last forever I don't know what else to say/ /Time will tell where this leads Try not to make my heart bleed You are one of my best friends Could there be something around the bend?/ /Turn out, things just might Or could all this be just a mask? All I want is to hear a good night Is that too much to ask?/ Did you win that scholarship? You hid his name in the poem. That was pretty creative on your part. So are you guys together? If not that's okay. I guess you weren't meant for each other :( Are you with anyone right now? Is he reading this over your shoulder? I'm gonna guess that you are wearing that purple dress you wore to the purity banquet last year with silver heals and you are eating lunch at Carabbas.. Am I right? I have four college visits next month. But I'm sure you remember those. Which one did you choose? Actually you don't have to tell me this doesn't work that way. I wish it did though. Do you know just how weird that would be? I could be writing this letter to future me and then the future me would send one to past me at the same time. SO WEIRD! MIND HAS BEEN BLOWN! OH I FORGOT! WE HAVE BRACES!! Well I don't right now but I'm gonna get them soon. Andrew and Amber are engaged now. Right? Does he still live in Memphis? His birthday is tomorrow. He'll be 24. THAT'S JUST CRAZY!! October wedding they are planning last I heard. What about Abbie and Zac? How are they doing? They're 21 now. They can legally drink! How did last semester go? And by last I mean fall. I know we were gonna miss FuelHouse every Tuesday. What about helping Rusty out? OH AND KENYA! HOW WAS THAT? At the beginning of this year we said a letter a day. That didn't happen. :/ Why can't you do those small goals? I mean they're really small and rather effortless. All you have to do is grab a piece of paper. But I really don't know what else to say. Congratulations graduate! Remember when Tye called you kid? You were hugging him goodbye after Summit and you and Hannah were so excited for him that all you did was hug him most of Saturday night and Sunday. He hugged you back and said "goodbye kid." You were tired and it was cold. Remember the good night hug from Daniel? And the look on Morgan's face? When Daniel asked you to walk him to his class. He couldn't do that for you since your only class on the days he was there was before his first one. But you got to walk together, so that's nice. He patted and rubbed the top of your head today. You called him lame for having group work to do. He said sorry and to pray. Then there was the bathroom. But that's basically been my day. Thought about the poem and walked Daniel to class. There's nothing really left to say Other than don't forget to fill up with gas. ~From You P.S. I forgot what this was gonna be so never mind P.P.S. I remembered! When you get this you will be almost 18 and have two associates degrees. That's crazy girl! Put those smarts to good use! Change the world! P.P.P.S This letter is new to you but 390 days old to me