fuck this shit

Dear FutureMe, school is pissing me off so much. i mean i just finished my half-yearly exams, in which i think i did rather well. but now i have to deal with my english extension assignment, which is pretty fucking shit. i have to write a 5-minute long speech about evil in western literature and then tape it. like, on a tape recorder. where am i supposed to find a tape recorder? and then there's my french. i'm 10 freaking weeks behind, because my school refuses to a) tell me anything, b) do anything, c) motivate me. it's a correspondence course, it's not like i have a teacher who can bug me about handing in work. fuck. i've recently got a huge amount of new music to listen to, it's pretty good shit. some of the goodest shit is, currently, machinae supremacy, 65daysofstatic, biffy clyro, and the presets. i wonder how that'll translate a year from now. actually, i saw biffy clyro live with clare and patch, and it rocked hardcore. headfuckingly loud, but good stuff. on an unrelated note, i want a cello. i've just started getting into comics, when alice gave me iron man, ghost rider, and serenity comics. they're pretty good. plus i just downloaded a torrent of the whole sandman series, it should be awesome. but, like, i went to borders with the intention of buying some sandman, and it was $45 per volume, and there's ten freaking volumes! much pain! so yeah, my life is being simultaneously pretty shit and pretty awesome. i'm not sure if that cancels out to "bland"; on second thoughts, it doesn't. it's just two distinct things at once. doublethink! take the pieces and build them skywards. ~luke