A letter from the teenaged part of you

Dear FutureMe, close all of your tabs you have opened right now. turn off the music, and put your phone down. i hope you are much happier now... i hope you are doing what you want, making your own decisions, outgoing, and with a beautiful man. hopefully some kids? what are you doing for a living? acting? HOPEFULLYY!!!!! it is (was) your dream... remember? how much you wanted it to happen and how you begged your father to let you sign the contract with black hoodie records with derrik harden? just remeber what you wanted for all of these years. i know its still in you. where are you living? hopefully somewhere cool and mad chill. hippie town? christiania? san frann??? :) i would be soo happy if you are a hippie now. maybe you are still with jor? are you guys friends? what ever happened with that whole thing through college? dang i cant wait for the future. have you met mom and dad yet? hopefully you gave them all of the pictures and/or scrap book that you put together. hopefully you dont have as much probems as you did when you were 16. i hope you are much happier and much more independant now. jessie glies better still be your friend. if she isnt.... LOOK HER UP AND CALL HER GIRLIEE!!! you guys were SO close. :) speaking of,,, is isaac signorelli still alive? he better be! hey, maybe you guys are buisness friends by now. :) just please dont loose who you are. be tru to yourself and if you are going through some tough times, remember. it gets better. dont you ever become a mother like yvonne was to you. you are so much better then that. at the same time your children needs a mother, she needs a friend too. be understanding and loving and go with the flow. be FUN! be the cool mom. :) you are beautiful. i know you are. and if you are fat, IMA ***** YUU!!! be skinny and pretty! strive for it. if you are not skinny, then get off your bootay and go for a walk!!!!!!!!!! get a dog! but dont ever forget about your first puppie pebbles <3 cute little baby pebbles. :) just embrace it and have fun with life. be happy and if something is in your life that you dont like, then change it. things can only get better. :) dont let anyone hold you back. i love you. you are amazing. SHINE BIG ALWAYS <3 love, always, Tori LoRe (REMY CHASE) <3 =]