A letter from Jan 08, 2025

Hi self I'm writing this letter to remind you to uncrush your long time crush since elementary lol 😭!!!!! Gets ko naman na magaling ka nga sa acads pero antanga mo naman sa pag-ibig😆.The other day sabi mo you'll uncrush your 7 years na crush pero andito ka na naman nagsusulat ng letter kasi may feelings ka naman ulit pero daig mopa maka feeling broken hearted no'ng nag my day siya ng faceless girl tapos matching pa sila?????🙁😠nakakaselo—(shocks Sarili laban sa sarili HAHAHA) Kaya please makinig kana e un crush mona siy— diko pala kaya :( **** he's making my mind go crazy!Isang my day niya lang and I'm already overthinking I should've just take the risk to confess but antangaaaaa kooooo☹️☹️🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭😭.Nagseselos ako :((( kasi di ko naman uniform yun???sino yun divah???apaka manhid mo kasi!! Kapag e uncrush naman kita hindi na ako motivated pumasok and when nag highschool tayo ikaw parin but sadly di tayo same ng school kasi lumipat ako pero nasasaktan akooo it was never my choice to transfer but something happen kasi ☹️.One night,I was drunk when gumagawa kami ng project sa bahay ng classmate ko(all girls kami) I was about to send you a long paragraph about how i like you....I was in the edge of confessing but tumigil ako because I shouldn't bothered you anymore kasi tangina I was slapped by the reality that you're already courting someone....someone na hindi ako and I respect you for that kahit masakit.Marami pa naman siguro pwedeng e crush tulad ni mingyu,jungwon pero iba talaga pag may gusto ka sa isang tao na malapit lang (gets niyo bako 😭?) I've dedicated a lot of songs to you sana alam mo yun but nvm.☹️Maybe I'm just infatuated but as the days,months,years goes by nahuhulog ako nang nahuhulog🙁 nakikita ko nalang sarili ko na laging nagpaparinig sayo HHAAHAH tapos laging nag re-repost sa TikTok 😭juzzko I'm sending this letter the day on your birthday hoping na I'll forget you na,I will never stalk you sa fb at ig and kapag nagkita tayo sa church or sa province if magbabakasyon.... I'll be the first to avoid you. Thank you for being my inspiration and motivation to strive harder on my academics,all my achievements was to impressed you haha but we are already teenage na and I guess may magbabago talaga,siguro nga di mona ako kilala hahahaha since ako lang ata ang may gusto sayo and our feelings are not mutual kaya siguro you only saw me as a friend,schoolmate or bandmate and that's still memorable dahil we shared an unforgettable memories <3 Stay strong kayo haha and I hope I'll find my the one na if fate would actually listen to me lol 💀💀💀 To:John Kirk G.