A letter from Jan 03, 2025

Dear alyvia, i am so sorry. i keep doing bad things and i still have bad thoughts. i hope you’re doing better and i hope we can make a good future for ourselves. you’re gonna be in high school soon! and you just got out of middle school? how’s that going. 😬are you still friends with vivian? or violet? it’s still so weird right now. i feel like dad, karri, and karri’s family are favoring lila over me. it hurts. like really bad. me and mom have been getting along better lately. i have a couple goals yk? • start babysitting • maybe have a job? • be a good friend/daughter/sister/etc • have a good body • be nice to myself please stay safe and if you’re in a bad place again, tell someone. you’ve been through so much already. ❤️