A letter from Mar 02, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Happy birthday, my dear self. Ano na bang nangyare? Are we already graduated from my sickness? Or nasa hospital ka nanaman, nag mumukmok. I wouldn't know how I will express my feelings, but I just know I'm proud of you for surviving your biggest battles. This day is march 2, malapit na ang competition, nanalo ka ba? If not it's okay, there are so many many opportunities pa naman, and I you even win, I'm proud of you, whether you win or you didn't. Here is me being nonchalant phase again, it's Saturday, last night was the night I open up to someone, yk nung iniwasan pa natin feelings natin because you don't wanna accept na finally, may nagustuhan kana, what happen nga ba? Graduated na ba tayo? Do u have many friends out there? Hopefully yes, sana mas better pa sa mga elementary classmate's mo, are you doing well? Is mom and dad still alive? I'm sure they are, sigurado you'll be broken if they aren't. Ano pala handa mo? Are u finally serious about your studies? Kasi ako hindi pa, haha. Was I happy? Are we finally getting the happiness we deserve? Always remember all the things you have gone through, lahat ng pinagdaanan mo, malayo pa, pero malayo na. Your currently at your teenager life, I'm sure mas matured kana ngayon, because your so so observative! Sino pala mga friends mo ngayon? Mahaba na ba buhok mo? Are we finally not insecure about it anymore? Did you change, for good? Do you still cry? Kasi ako, I'm so numb at this moment, even those panunutya nila, I don't even feel anything, just boredom. Once again, don't be shy for all the opportunities, wag kang mahiya! And always remember, magiging memories nalang ang mga yan, I'm proud of you, always. Even our parents were. Tandaan mo, wag kang mahiyang sabihin sa iba ang nadarama mo, you were enough. See you again, my future.