A letter from November 19th, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I know I speak a lot but I need you to listen to me. I'm your 19 year old self from the past, you are stressing yourself out over a boy who can't get his **** together and is a parent pleaser. He won't even propose or tell people that he wants to be engaged to you but has told you he wants to be that way with you and all because of simple backlash from his hard-core church going mother and her side of the family.This man back in February 2023 drove 14 and ½ hours for you and you can't be away long because you got too attached. He made you feel loved and cared for then started to get way busy and barely has any time for you. I hope you chose to make the right decision if he doesn't get his head out of his butt in March 2024 when he comes to fly you out to Oklahoma. Did you ever get your tattoo? Which one did you get? We lost Serren our corgi in June 2023 and I just lost it.... I miss her so much. There are other fish in the sea. please remember that. You are still young.. Please check on D... they've been down and depressed since their breakup with their ex... but you know they had a crush on you before N did. you could have dated dak but you were attached on the idea of dating N. (names are confidential...because this is a public letter) Please keep in mind in six months things should be either worse or better for you...