A letter from Jul 26, 2023

Peaceful right?

To me, myself, and I: Hey. We're about halfway through the school year at this point. I don't know what's happening right now; what you need to hear, exactly. I wish we could send a letter to our past self. Help her out. Let her know it was gonna be ok. Tell her she needed help. That she had the power to speak out and get that help. That there was a reason for all the thoughts. That she could get rid of them. She just... needed to speak. I feel like that's something we struggle with. Badly. Speaking out. We just... can't get the words out, can we? We need to. I have hundreds of visions for the school year. I don't know which one we'll make happen. I hope at least one of them includes us being able to make a difference. I hope many of them include us being able to communicate about our ADHD. About how it is a disability. Good luck. Love you.

Epilogue

about 15 hours later

To you, yourself, and you,

That is where we are, isn't it? A lot has happened, yet at the same time, nothing...

Denhagc ash. Sit'. . . Th'?aevn a,rnetsg yhte esrcmcsitcanu dna nwiokgn aveh but we gdhance, i?t oru it'sn how.
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Bmyea huh ew ni lwl,e tub nac vahe; ,ese ehty ton wsay.
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Eth sa adh,d for ewll. A sit' ugeltsrg. Pcam rtfae iylsecapel. Btu ehwn be uwodl eowrt tsih reetlt nkew ouy ti ew. Usppeso uoy dpeoh ovre udlwo eb ti? i we.
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Anhecc fta.
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A olng to saey trauma nto gte yb otsh vero, is'tn.
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In rndefi heotr edfnlyitei rou m senw, sebt si. Setb aigan ind?rfe ew ?it ot oru can aehv t'htas llfyina ine,c llca ts'in mooesne neoc.
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'shse too d,olben.
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Fo lceiganpr t'is mteatr a nto h but. On along eoslv 'tis hwo dsnep how who tjus nca ooemnes how ni taetmr ew fo scmthea thiw encesil ,su a hours stge -nuoeos-ems hpneo tgtinsi fdingni su, teh tihw. ,od leiv we encsi ndo't we ahtw ahec fo t'hats t,isme nda a earn othre otl. Pncmoay in osethr s'ti stuj ,icne to heca be.
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Thnki i. . . Erylla oengtt i tbrtee at eiv' asgikenp otu wkon if 'dtno. Ist' lidufitfc. Hsa ayslaw eneb, ti ni leernga jtsu. 'ewer tbu yrgitn. Tsn'i ?ti ,ogneuh htsta'.
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Oyu voreefr voel.

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