A letter from Jan 18, 2023

Peaceful right?

Hey my cherished future self, Mwah mwah it’s ur past self, how you’ve been? What r u up to now? What kind of adventures are you doing right now? I wish you nothing but the best. As of right now, I’m struggling through several day long stomach ache with a hard lesson not to abuse my stomach and be careful with what I eat on daily basis. It’s snowing…AGAIN. Winter back at our old home on the mountain is nothing like winter in midwest. I’m slowly going crazy in this place but at least, I’m warm, having roof over my head, and internet access. So, small victories for that. My savings has taken a huge hit after we moved here, I’m sure you’ve found job and is job jumping like usual. But I got to ask you if you managed to get car this year? Or at least getting closer to that goal? I still want car so badly even tho insurance and maintenance are a thing. I want my freedom. How about training and doing some Marathon, and working out in swimming pool? I want to do that, but with ***** going on, it seem difficult but I’m slowly getting there…slowly. I don’t know what I expected when I moved here, but it’s nothing like I’ve expected, this state is kind of boring, but hey, at least we got this year and onward to work on ourselves and figure out how to best improve ourselves and get our future set and in order. I know one thing for sure. Progress will be made in 2023. We will be better off financially at end of year, better off spiritually and emotionally, we will be more aware, and crush our shadow selves. It’ve been tough and rough. But I’m slowly taking it one day and step at time. Hopefully by end of year we have better progress on our writings to show for it. In the beginning of 2022, I have zero idea what to expect from future. And in the beginning of 2023, I have some ideas and desires, and hopes. Especially regarding writing, homesteading, and traveling (No idea if this year has travels in store for me, but I’m always open to opportunities, now that I have license…) I hope by 2024, I’ll have a foundation built and working toward something. I want to be the most lovely version of myself by the time I meet her. But at same time, I’m in zero rush, now I know I have a long list of goals and wants that I want to achieve in this lifetime. Being single can be incredibly awesome at times. I’m sending you so much love and hopes. And I’m hundred…no thousand percent sure that you’ll effortlessly conquer 2023, regardless if it’s grand and obvious, or simple and steady progress and before you know it, it’s over with. Go forth into 2024, my beloved, Go forth with my will, faith and determination, we got this ****. Always. We’ll make it. From your past self, 23

Epilogue

about 24 hours later

Hello, my dear past self!

I know you had some aspirations and hopes for 2023 but you weren't sure what you're in for, but let me tell you how incredible...

Su wsa 2032 to. . . As i tfmsnisorue omse saerh lelw sumt hwti. .
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Pceext lyckuli htore hatn mtei sahcmto reay elki auuls zyrac etsr ,lelw weer hte dtisnoacetp tcsamho eon tlea ew in ermbemer eahc ofr hvae of tiddn' het atht uor 0322 essius we veyr tath i. .
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Dna tea dna ineagt lrean,i aveh i rtofef herew tbu d'tdni weer smeo pginutt tereh ni hthrleaie ysda sahbit i'ts ot nbee eehrw did lle,w ym bteret vmpeidor as eosm eta ayds otn i e'iv wll,e. .
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A mlovpcsiue nkingow reay tuo aellb thnig hist oasl us i ultsgredg esoddi,rr ot uinlt ubt htta tup dfueigr swtna' ionevrtgea blea soitenhgm aftre asw ot ihts wtih fo whit esyra we gnrwo. A,ngai esropsrg 'were ro dyas htiw a tae unsles ont lintu miepvdor t,rehei 'ewve thsi orf i og raleyr lluf toeaver uhnrgy but fteeprc is ynlo llist ssoe,dnc cnsaks sseommiet nad oaiialdndt e'ewr rhuouotgth nda tlo. Ti thna fra dysa shoet t,ilsl to eb refew are sude. .
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Oyur eoylcplmte rac, srenu hatt to i wrroob yo,u ta hitw sotrriiipe ruoy you nath tbu tire,ss eukoeeepsrh nad ew odog a i iegbrg mginaza job to no hmeo a a saev far i'm ey,t yaer utb uyo eev'w as rdnganii wesn e,srkp si het o,uy enev bj,o teh in nda cieiblernd to tnha rof navgis hits ideas ptgitnu oemr a it got a ddi for reaft psta onpit andmgea ehva nisce dah acr urennylafutot vhae fmor. .
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Oyru dreoefm fomr eht rhaert ash yuo eodgfr f,ere leratbei soufeylr ubaecse gcpesian rsniop ouy heda hatn atlmen tath ofrm have mdreefo akme ot rac si ecavr tnodes' naievlg oruy to dna isfrt ni coem uoy stju psichyal tiwh. Atth asy ewe'v 'mi isht dna roeedfm ehciveda to updor. .
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Su ,tog tesayd os wthi veha sith dened we ti ognuhe we rfo we caetiv llihypcyas kuliycl tnuunoafyletr iddt'n job ton pu tihs geuh gebni but obj ewseoma erxeceis miet ot iwht lrmoebp a. .
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Nftoe ttah fmcorto e,zno in nezo tfmoroc wiht ste tou we n'iddt ret,tel souelrotni yuo ruo 3220 atht, snight the ew egt us rltboeoacmf in os wne uch,m oruy sthi of ttah aer oneimtn ot yevr eapdexdn ouy did nwo hatt fro nad. .
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Hatt ojin fo oangdr ngol imte einoln tafre witgann weiyeklb atth, do w'eer ot ouendng inyafll we magaend emset ot & adn an tpra mapicgan won mipngaac ldeiirenbc of. .
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Lesat darib oseselruv tno mchu tub nac do we tlrnae ta e,lpca ew hecrfn thsi firts ih,ra ni itthwou ot uro ohw sulgtreg. .
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Be grridilfne yuo ew ndewat rsfti in oyu u,p obrke to oyu ever 'idtdn spinearlihto time itno got rof ardlzeie rehdsu esacube nad.
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Akserdt is ot yuo to bnige levrse,sou hte radlezie ti hnrteoa fecda stpscae lveo ardfai ht(is eewr dlciteifn oto usaebr ew ewre ilaedrz,e a tath of lla us, we yeht allbe uro gstonr rwod tis' of we h,horutg si edsaub odrw ahtt in feenid nad ti hatt nreigufsf htgni uopn b,sdeua eht to tno nuehgo of is siht we newt us masautr sa stnakh yaok hte olufpwer. ).
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Ot rbvea pseotd geuhno roetw msoe nsfaicf meht to iwngtri sklsli uro ceebam coiuhvoeowrfran lchenlgea ldirenbeci and nad ylfnali ew. Gro ni erndsif meos dan dnegai enrrut inclbdreie. .
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Hitw sedu yuo yuo fsderin lgionv deudtrnsoo tnah thwa in tgaer ndrsefi ****** nnonoesicct ot ot eavh ansem ti ahrert eb. .
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Rweot eisocrdn ainp os rpeoyt wiht atht smret ldeehp to hte emco ew of humc i rieacr,d us eatismsreepc we adn htem mose. .
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Of illafny otyepr ecma uyo uyo the ifanl nad uyor epandehp ithw eth nda tmsre htat ouy etrelt ao,g neebwte trowe to t,emh ot of afret htaw shti cycel resuab t,meh uoy nda rvey teypor bnuingr sfrit to ,orwros dened apni 5 ttah ayaw ereedrrf by wtoer yare. Hsa meca a atth nflaliy ot eclos tfueibula celyc. .
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Uroy of adn poleuc to omdnfa uyo ylnfial njodei tirsf edialpp uyro sinez sostlce iwth a ibg nidrefs fo wto ngab. .
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Woh oyu kolo yfleuosr i,n ot we oyu cmuh nwe nylrea tgenoftro we kpin uornsrdu lhlya,ispyc lkie im' essglsa eitmnon, omse how efle gtirh a lefe had ot ,nwo nda tge mohe dan i evlo nchcea onw uodnf wtih veuslsreo uoy ta i ltceosh htwi os ni. .
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Adn see 2204 etrso hits trgwoh sah ni has hatw reeicidbln eyra 'ctna i atwi to fo em fro neeb. .
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Sa reabk yuo, 0322 i tog benaekhgrtari as rouy reh ,deid reists to rthbydai alrney nreacc pnetsre smtu tiwh btu eswn addisonge eht. Ot seh diafra epek pu ew saeebcu lilw be os nda stih ,uyo nda yoru encahlel,g eb for hrgit ghuro okwn mlyfia rcy rhe uro sith si ot hes's hte itsh huoghtr iths on yetgdar ont be to and unehog icnh virvues llwi lliw irppgunsot yojnure ogrtns ubt ne,d this rise dtno' i reevgi eerh. .
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I 2204 2023 ennccifdoe eary ntoi 420,2 fra of hotfr ohw a be llwi os, ti becindrlei sallh pusrsas iwll htiw go ni atht. .
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Aymn tath ptsa peke bgnir dvolebe lilw and oyu up ihsrceh oyu for my lingsebss oryu kwon to 0232 e,fls inch. .
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Thiw vlo,e.
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Fuuter uory lesf.
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