A letter from Dec 29th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hi future me, I hope you're happy na. Sana hindi mo na kailangan pigilan yung sarili mo na magmahal ng taong nag bibigay sayo ng so much efforts :>>. Alam kong andaming chances of love na dumadating and hindi mo pinapayagan mag grow and mag overflow sayo. Natatakot ka sa commitment, happiness, because now, you feel like you have so much responsibilities to do and actually you do. But I hope you find the courage to fight and go for what you want especially if it is the person you really prayed for. Don't be afraid ha. You deserve happiness in life rin. Almost is never enough sa love, okay? Your past self is doing so much and trying so hard to be better para maging happy ka na. Para naman magawa mo talaga yung gusto mo and hindi ka na mag worry. I love you. Deserve natin ang happiness. If someone is making his way to be with you and really trying so hard, give it a chance and try. There's a lot of people na dumadating sa life ng past self mo. But I can't choose because may something na kulang and hindi pa time. But I hope, na kapag nabasa mo ito, go for what you love. Maybe that person, ayan yung pinag-pray mo kay Father, kahit medyo complicated ang nararamdaman, you'll know if he's the one :)). I know you will. Don't go back sa past, don't dwell on it. Tapos na iyon. Let yourself be happy and experience the love that you've been longing and wanting for. Mag take risk ka sa worth it. Mag take risk ka kapag the person is willing to take risk and move mountains for you. :)) But do not settle for less, okay? Super proud ako sa'yo. Don't ever give up. Be open to good opportunities in any aspects. I'm not sure if there's someone in your life right now. But I hope the person that your past self was thinking, ayoko sabihin ito pero I hope hindi mo na siya iniisip. :)). Let him go. Hindi ka niya iniisip and if ever man na "oo" sana gumawa na siya ng ways. A man who truly wants to be with you and loves you will do anything just to have you in his life and will never let you go. He will never make you feel na hindi ka worth it. If you feel safe, comfortable and na-express mo kung sino ka even at your worst, give it a try. I know you love yourself because as of now I'm working on loving myself more, self. All is well. I hope, wish, and pray that you're happy if mabasa mo man ito. I hope you're doing what you love. Being stable in all aspects in life. Fulfilling and achieving your goals. I know there's a lot more to do even you've done so much and you feel like hindi pa pwede but just give it a chance. It's nice rin to have someone in your life. :)) Don't ever push something that truly makes you happy. If that person makes you something you've been wanting to feel, go for it. And, if there's a "possibility" lang na yung person na iniisip ng past self mo is yung person na gumagawa ng efforts sa iyo ngayon. Give him a chance. Please. He's just a person. We all have a past that will make someone feel to not want to be with us but the truth is that our past makes them love us more. So, give it a chance. Allow yourself to experience the magic of love the rollercoaster emotions that come along with it because it's still worth it. It will always be worth it if it's God-sent. If hindi naman siya yung person na iyon, and there's someone unexpected, give it a chance pa rin. Love is love if it comes from the right person. To be honest, gusto ko pa rin yung tope 😭. But, ayoko na mag wait ka dun ah. I'm working on forgetting him na. :)) so that you can give chance to others na magbibigay sa'yo ng love na gusto mo. :)) I love you, girl. Keep praying, growing, glowing, achieving and open yourself to love, give someone a chance to love you.