Wednesday, June 23rd, 2021

Dear Future Me, HEY KAAVI!!!! I'm graduating Elementary School in like a week... I believe I actually made it this far. Your currents friends right now is Athmeka, Pooja, Sameeka, Vibesha, Hareni, and Gabby. You also have two headed snake named Tania :) I honestly can't believe I'm going to high school in September, time flies so fast really. I really hope I can go to face-2-face school soon. As much as I don't want to see certain people at school, I hope I make more friends. I hope your happy and still kept in touch with your elementary friends. I hope school isn't too stressful for you. I hope you still have the crazy dream of becoming a pilot. And most of all... I hope your Madison situation turned out okay in the end. I hope Hareni still has her Sumellika and HSMTMTS obsession. I hope Tania has her Lexus and Mugen obsession. I hope Gabby still has her Joshua Bassett obsession. I hope Tania loved her surprise puppy I'm getting her for her birthday. I also hope Gabby's hair turns out good. Kaaviya, I really hope you finally get the courage to block the people who need to be blocked and stop people from constantly peer pressuring you. I even hope your mindset changed a lot too :) I hope you accomplished those ridiculous goal of yours because I really want to see how you turnout. Finally, I would like to say, I am honestly so proud of you Kaaviya. I know you don't hear that often and all you want to hear is someone telling you this so I will tell you now: I am honestly so **** proud of you. I appreciate you so much because I know what you have been through and even though I'm young, I already know the next few years are going to be like hell. I know you can't stop your anxiety. I know you can't stop your hands from shaking. I know. Please please please be resilient. You have your best friends to get you through the tough times. You have many friends to rant to about your constant drama. You have a family that feeds you and puts a shelter over your head. Please, stop thinking about all the things people your age can do that you're not allowed to. You are so lucky to be even living this long so please... don't think of ending it all again. I know what he did traumatized you, I know what they did traumatized you, but it's time to throw thar in the past and leave it there. Because there is no point getting mad about your past. The best thing you can do is make sure it never happens again. I am so proud of how far you came and how resilient you are. Stay strong, things are going get so much better I promise <3 Also.... HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAYYY