A letter from May 11th, 2021

Dear 18-year-old Sanai, Hello, Sanai, this is Sanai from the past, May 11th, 2021 to be exact. I am 14 years old and in 8th grade. We're in coronavirus still I have not got the coronavirus yet. I hope you’re doing well, you might find this letter super cringy but whatever I think it’s a cool idea. Okay so I'm sending you this email because I want to say happy birthday or happy 18th birthday but the point is you're 18 and you're old and you're going to die soon. So I have some questions for you (well me): Do you have any friends? I don’t but you might Do you still know Emma Lively, Mariona Vega, Makenzie Eyrich, Olivia Bumgarner, Naima Joyner, Griffin Duncan, and Nevada Garcia? How much do you weigh? I weigh 180 pounds Do you like wearing dresses? Did you ever go to the 8th-grade formal? What did you wear and who did you go with? Did your are you planning on going to prom? I really want to wear a cute pantsuit Is the corona over? Did we find a cure for it Did you ever get corona? Do you still wear glasses? Is your hair really long? It better be ***** Do you still have to wear face masks? Are you a boy? Him/He or She/Her or They/Them? Nasi is really 16? That is super weird What is your *********? I think I’m bi, are you? What colleges do you want to go to? I want to go to NC State pls don’t go to Appalachian What college did Monique go to? Do you still bite your fingernails? Do you have a car? I want a Subaru or Mazda 3 Is Nasi ***? Does Nasi have a girlfriend? If so eww. Does Anaia have a boyfriend or Girlfriend? Is it still Westwing? Is she married? Does Moniquie have a boyfriend or Girlfriend? Does Tatiana have a boyfriend or Girlfriend? Do you have a job? Where? How much money do you have? Do you still have the bird or the fish? Do you have a rabbit now or anything new? Do you still want a lot of pets? (https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1i34_LsY6sAvNoA3mseYO-Ato4i6MmSSsqJLcrASG72w/edit#gid=0) What do you want to be when you grow up? I want to be a Veterinarian Have you done your homework? Are you still a vegetarian? Vegan? Are you a Badass like Egirl or goth? Do you still want a homestead? Who are you internet crush? Mine is Brody Alvery, Nick Robinson, Rody Pankow, Ian Somerhalder, Ethan Hughes, Dylan O'Brien, Sebastian Moore, Ben De Almeida, and Custis Blue Donner. What is your favorite artist? Mine is Billie Eilish and Ashnikko Have you had your first kiss? Who? Did you meet someone? I REALLY want to be in a relationship right now. So did you meet someone who makes you happy? If so is he the one? I never had one you better be in one or had one, just 1 Who is your crush? Conner Greene, Ian Greene, Griffin Duncan, Cory Mays are mine. Are they still cute? Did you ever date Griffin Duncan? Are you a virgin? I am. If not WHO? You better be a virgin Have you been on a date? How many? Who? Do you want to get married? I do not its stupid How many boyfriends have you had? How many boys have you kissed? I’m really excited for my future it’s crazy maybe I won’t even be alive but I really hope I will be because life is not worth giving up on it. Are you finally happy? With your body, your mentality, your family? Do you finally enjoy life the way you supposed to enjoy it? I feel like my life won’t be the same at all and I’m really excited for the day that I can answer my questions. oh and also did you discover any new hobbies or did you get any better at make-up? You better have a major glow-up and better fashion. I feel like something completely crazy happened but maybe not, anyway, we’ll see that in a couple of years. Well, I’ll see you soon future me 💞 don’t forget to love yourself and love others. Take care. PS. write more of these to more futures versions