This is me

Dear FutureMe, I just got a $32,000 scholarship for the college of my dreams. Unfortunately, thats divided over four years. I'll still need about $15,000 more to get to go there even one year. I should be excited, but I really just feel let down. Now I know how much work I have to do to get there. It's a long road. I hope by the time I read this again I will be doing better. I also hope that those I love are healthy and happy. Some advice future self: Don't be too hard on yourself. Don't doubt yourself, you know what you stand for and that your quality of work is always your best. Don't push others away when you are sad, you need them. Don't give up on your dreams, no matter how big they are. Remember that "No on knows another's sorrow." Always dance in the rain and watch sunrises when you can. I love you.