A letter from Apr 8th, 2021

hi, I think I sent you another letter, about a year ago from now, sent to the same day as i am sending this one too. I apologize for that. I don't know if you could tell I was quite the fangirl. But in all honesty, hi. It's nice to talk to you How are things? how are you? i hope you are doing better than I am know. What is it like to be an adult now. If I have timed this right, it should be your 18th birthday. Happy birthday? what plans do you have today. Are you getting a tattoo? are you going out and getting drunk? Did you get an adhd diagnosis? Did you get your intrusive thoughts sorted out? If you did, how does it feel to not have all these thoughts bombard you all the time. I don't remember how that feels. Colleges! Universities! What college did you go to? What universities did you apply to? More importantly, did you decide between musical theatre and music. I'm not so sure right now. What did you get in your exams? Did you pass maths? I'm not very good at it, I hope you can get better. How are your friends? Do you still talk to your moots? If you do, did you guys meet up, and was mum pissed about it? Have you been to dragcon yet? - Do you even watch drag race anymore? What season is the US version on- what season is your favourite so far - has it changed? Right now, it's UKS2. Did you meet the cast? All the tour tickets sold out in like a week, I'm still pretty disappointed about that. What music do you listen to? As I write this, I'm listening to Daisy the great, but I also like Mitski, Hozier and Chloe Moriondo. Sorry, I have a lot of questions, Let me talk about what is happening now. It is 21:59, Thursday, April 8th ,2021. England Comes further out of lockdown this Monday. Did we make it to June 21st? Sorry, I do have a lot of questions. I wish there was a way for you to write back from the future, so I could get all the answers I crave right now. Alas, that would be physically impossible In all seriousness, I hope you are ok. Life has been kind of tough recently, but I believe in you. I know you can do this. You've gotten through every hurdle in your life, and I just know you can jump many more. I wish nothing but the best for you, 14 year old Jess <3