Time Travelled — almost 3 years

A letter from January 21st, 2021

Jan 21, 2021 Jan 21, 2024

Epilogue

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey, it's you again. Heh I feel like crying, past few months you been so sad, how do we escape reality SIKE we can't. Mann, I feel like this whole life is suffocating. we were really born to deal with this huh? childhood traumas and other follows. idkk girl, school has been tough too. I don't even know if it's for me. but I don't know what is. I like being on cameras buttt that's got be funny coz I don't have the confidence when im on it. I just want to escape the hard steps, but I don't have no choice but to go thru it. you have so much plans. ur business, traveling EVERYTHING! I hope when you get this ur in a different situation, environment. I hope ur doing good. please stop being sad. please follow what you really want. EXPLORE YOURSELF, stop looking for love out there, its starts within you. youth is gonna pass by smoothly MAKE THE MOST OUT OF IT. stop being sad. I hope by this time, you'll always have something to look forward on to. I hope by this time, your tears are for happy moments only now. no more sad crying, no more sad thoughts, no more thinking of negativity. Now, Are you happy?

Epilogue

about 16 hours later

Hey,

I am so sorry you went through this, I know how much **** you were through and how messed up it all was. You were just 20 years old,...

12 ot baout be.
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Rachm we to wno oaubt 23 dan ni 42 rae be. Edrffient ew iefntdfer now are am i n,ow. Won norsrteg we era.
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Won asy a a i has otl lto a ,2024 edhapnpe dna ?tol enwh raey sit' aerlady.
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Nmtohs yera jstu tarfe estrdat ryuo you 201),2( glhneia a wef amse ruojnye atth. Saye it not was. Nlache eanm dan adh lhnagie pledhe us emoenos ni ruo reh yourjen swa.
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Uyo at cry ghitn 'ondt oanymre. Tehre eerw' fo tb,u :) aer eo,ng uor onw emso mtos laeghni lslit adn sautrma okcnsk eerh.
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Cine)sec erdeeg adteuadrg s(beachnr iwth ipalsmdo iledla aseicoatss dugaaterd in na uoy hehtal ncecssei hwti ew gclo!ele fo thero nda 3.
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Onw rewe ma etfnrfdie a yuo hr,tgi iutositna i in. Godo wdo,rl teh a own iwev na nda rntfeifde of gtnsanueirndd avhe a ew neo.
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Lilw hgitr wie?s spas ew nda tsi' not rea ,yako tintsarg su cmhu nyol os su at'wsh wn,o nveer sa rrcaee fro wno.
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Ewrg rwht?og oalt ho but we.
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Eivld we ew etevadrl ot eehrt, eldiv ehert aaria!lsut we. Juts eeovbrnm we ash nda abkc ni 0222 2320 ni ftle tog. Teh sbte htat e,dehpnap orjuney saw erve asw trpa hgnti it lstiruaaa uro of enlhgai. 22 htree twen syera ,lanoe odl ew at. Herte saw ihst ptso obaeawnkdm ni oen ni nyeyds,. Uyo eiradrv swa tfrsi ndysey sujt fawrh oddierevsc yb hte ry"ed it mnoht ni callde a uyo tiem het ncsie elapc eersver" newt. Laicmgn swa rhete eilgnef hte ti ryeve tmei i was tsom. No wsa swa iekl acsyelplei asyd ,ehrte tiflciduf a weerh defnir it rwee tseim ujts that. I ereth eeryv aws whole ntwe og alos i itme iesmt ltfe mhoe, asw itme erevy nda het i nweh ads yhppa i but, rwhaf to i i ereht etlf on swa.
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Us tme owh seom gloan the ,yaw eloepp iekl reew wnedlrfou tjus ew. Wlle in we as saw vlsereuos hmte. Lpsace nirdfefte thiw hveltemess ldrow evdlatre yb reapsnrt ilef dan adn trieh to het otu ot ohw fguier eoms ese ecma dha or mrof. The of istrseo tnegeim best in slsou is shintg avlrtnieg ierhang nda noe tfbileuau ederfnift. Saw ti i steihmgno saw slaayw fo ofdn. In with saw denirsf owoer,crk- ifrnde it aedm onemeos nefdri orom thewhre a i eb ehee,ywrevr i shetlo emas a of eth ro. Ti aws gtnhi aeiulufbt a cuhs.
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Vreosni to to sith bset tlrvae kepe reya nad ym i be i uro dan nda eahv npasl of to illw btes do is htat and edelah atlrve be isopesrm eht fesulor ot.
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Ltsli anlehd i days tno ct'na tbu themigons egt teerh is't sda rhewe we rea. Jstu aok?y ts,ime si't eb hanum to rae dsa at aoyk we.
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Yako we ma nto are tei,uonqs phy?pa tey own waensr oury ,tub i to. ,odrsw poeh am ays tge to i ilflany nsoo "i ppahy i oesth. ".
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Asw am by he ures dsi,e gdo isht ew nidhbe our i heav lal. Seondsog fo to ot paelc to htta gbnri su laecp oecitridenr to eh hweer pnia a teh era ewtn the nad hte asw all ew rues eb hhrtoug pdseuosp amed we. Ttnguip hmi oitn fahit rttsu uor os, le'st dan epke.
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Athnk 20 own own het lal at aees eth yuo sdsanes hntak nad are old lal nwo nca eyra you ogen tersa eb engo are atth fro rfo taht eslf, uyo. Wno we uyo teh anc ma lal lte i og truh ,og tgeltin so. Anem ti fngitotger otn am no auobt odes i u,oy. Wlil uyo a i laways of ma ouy ,me orf be tlaunkhf i lilw uyo eb ptar lawysa eefrvor eugtfarl for adn.
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,ouy vloe lsfe i dlo ym nda eyodobg.
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Won be aphyp etsl' mrof o,n.

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