A letter from July 6th, 2020

Dear future me, It is probably 2025 and I hope you still use this email account because I need to tell you something. I am utterly lost now, but at the same time I have never seen life clearer. I know I have potential and I have willpower and hard work with me, and I really hope and pray to god that when you read this letter you are already in Germany or Spain or Brazil in collage. You are just so mentally and emotionally strong to be held down. So, if you are nowhere and you have not reached your goals or do some of the things from your bucket list, then this is your wake-up call. I NEED TO BE GREAT. YOU NEED TO BE GREAT. We both know that the only person you need in your life is yourself, the rest are bonus. Do not forget your nature; you are kind, loving and caring. And even though you have been hurt plenty (And I am only talking about the years I have lived, so I cant imagine how much more hurting you have been through at the moment your reading this) But you are still that girl that would die and give everything for any person, because you are like that. There is no explanation. You are just this person because of the things you have seen, and you need to keep going like this. DON’T forget god, he is your guide and without him you will lose your path. And if you are fine and successful, then this is just a reminder to keep going like you are. It is okay to fall, but do not forget to stand up again and keep going. You are stronger than you think babe. I love you, your past me.