A letter from May 26th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Dear me, Hey I hope you're doing well. It's a Tuesday May 26th 2020 and I hope you're excited about graduating. You have come a long way and you better be proud too. Congrats! You're now 18 and now an adult and will soon probably move out of your house in Crystal Springs where you would always play with Michael, Steven, Dylan, Adian, Alexis, Ethan, and Cambria. I hope that you guys still talk to each other because we made a promise that whatever happens we will still be in touch. Also hope that you're still best friends with Ezra, and that he is okay from Covid because he had it and also has diabetes. Just keep him safe and always be there for him and his family. Addy, Cambria, and I all hung out yesterday and took gorgeous pictures in Addy’s side of the neighborhood. You're probably thinking why you hung out during this insane pandemic. We did because we needed to see people. We were getting kind of crazy having to stay inside and not have human interaction. Anyhow, when we were taking pictures three guys riding a golf cart came up to us (i hope you remember this) and asked for our Snapchat. We told them that we were 13 and they told us that they were 15. I thought one of the boys were cute so a little bit later I asked for his Snapchat and if y'all still don't talk or you're not together i don't know what the point of that was. Well now we're talking about boys, Colin. I'm hoping that you don't still like him even though you probably will if you already aren't together with the golf cart boy (He’s name is Trevin btw). If you do still like that that would be a record for me, 7 years of liking him. I don't know maybe you guys are together and you're probably laughing if you are. Another thing, You again probably still have TikTok, but remember when you would cry when seeing a beautiful girl on your fyp. Don't worry you are stunning even if you don't think so you are beautiful. God put you on this earth not to put yourself down he put you on this earth wanting you to love yourself not hate it. Even though you are probably way prettier than they were right now sitting on those blue velvet couch that we just got. I just wanted to tell you that you're worth it and you are enough. I hope you accomplish your dream of having a ranch when you're older with Sophia and Reagan. I also hope that you guys still talk and all of you guys still love horses. Remember when we would all call on discord because that's the only thing that we could do during the Covid times. If you guys want a ranch you better get a good job and a good husband who makes money, loves you, and loves horses. Oh and I hope that you still love the ocean and still love sharks like you did when you were younger. Here's some advice for the future me: Always have your head up and don't give up. Accomplish your dreams. Have fun. Do what you want. You only live once. I know this might be a crappy letter but I still hope it makes you smile and maybe shed one or two tears. Have a great life Jai. Love, Your old, young self, Jai.