A letter from May 18th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, A few days ago on May 14th, 2020 all day i thought about ending my life. i’ve never been so depressed to actually have a plan and that day i had a plan. I’m very depressed and i’m struggling right now so i really home im still alive to read this in 5 years. Skye Lily Blake you are BEAUTIFUL no matter how much you weight, what you look like, what others think of you. you are beautiful and i hope you’ve come to learn that. These last couple years have been soo hard on me and i’m surprised i’m still here today but it inly gets better so i’m excited to see where you are today, 5 years later. i hope you’re almost done with nursing school! you can do this. Anyways i’m saying this and i hope you’ve gotten to a point within your self that you believe this, but i love you! thank you!