A letter from May 16th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Okay, you're 20... Wow one more year until you have drink I believe in you! So you should be graduating college, that is a big step in your future, I am very curious at to what you are going to do after college, I'm 15 right now and I don't know what I want to do with my life, while lots of people do. I really hope you have achieved at least some of your dreams, like maybe being a model I don't know just a suggestion. Anywaysss i hope you're happy. I don't know if mama is still with you, I hope she is, but with our luck anything can happen. This is the part where I start tearing up and i can't see my keyboard.. I know you get sad and i know you can't get over it, in movies people say, "you can get get over *****, just let it go, it just takes time time." That's just not true, you can never get over the ***** of a human, of a person that you loved, a person that you spent 13 years of your life with, a person that loved you, he loved you and you loved him, but he's gone now, and if you can easily do it, if you can easily let go, then you have no heart, you have no soul. Live your remaining life to the fullest please, and my last wish for you is to please donate money to build a mosque, that is what he would have wanted, so please.