A letter from May 2nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I'm writing from May 2nd, 2020. Were in quarantine because of corona and life is boring. Being behind on all your assignments is tough. I hope I'm doing better in the future. I've cried a lot at night and I hope I made the right decision in telling my teacher. I don't know where I'll be at the end of high school but I hope I'm surrounded by good and healthy people. I hope I found a nice boyfriend. Probably didn't but ya continue looking for the guy. I don't know if I'll date bram or not. (He asked me out) I am kind of leading him on but you know how it is. So did you finally figure out what you want to do with your life? Doctor or lawyer. You get into Mcgill. I mean obviously we got in. Did we get into Columbia or Harvard? Probably not. My best friends right now are atandra, Fatema, rajjvir, and lucy. If you lose touch with them, hit them up. They were the real ones. Did you get rid of your acne? Did you finally learn how to do makeup? Are you keeping up with your classes? You better be. Also, lose your virginity if you haven't lost it yet you grandma. Whenever I think of growing up I get so overwhelmed with everything. It's so strange growing up this way. I hope we won the court case. And if you ever feel down remember that your the strongest and baddest ***** alive and no one can hurt you. I want you when u write this letter again to send to the future again, I want you to add meeting mummy. I don't want to meet papa but if your ready in 10 years go for it. Remember when you get married treat your daughter with love. Make her feel human. Bake with her and be the fun mom. Are you and Aariz and Faeez good? Don't force it with Faeez, he won't listen. Force it with aariz lol. I don't know what else to say. You still stan bts? Do you have their merch? Have you gone to any concerts? I just want you to know that even if no one loves you, I do. When you feel alone remember that you're enough for yourself. I will always love you. Do u remember that song? And iiiiiiii will always love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. I think its by celine dion. And lastly, if u ever get out of your depressed song stage go back and listen to Anson seabra, Sasha Sloan, NF, and Tate Mcrae. Your strong Fiza Rafeeq. Very strong. Mummy always called me strong. In a bad way. I had and still do have a strong personality. I hope I didn't lose that trait. Love yourself Fiza because I love you. Please lose your v card if u haven't yet. Go **** someone. You will make it Fiza. Don't ever lose yourself u ugly *****. Fiza R.