A letter from April 12th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, How have you been? I wondered if all that planning in life really paid off to myself in the future, I'm not gonna lie, I clearly made bad choices, and you will suffer for it because I couldn't control myself, I mean cmon, I spent hours and hours playing video games, and neglected my art skills for years. Has you probably will remember, I am currently studying HVAC in college, and I have a lot projects I can't keep up has of now, like working out my dream house, I wonder do I ever get to build it? Or did you move to another country, I know with all this craziness going on, I don't blame ya, who would thought 2020 would start out on such a sour note. Is 2025 any better? Do we have robots then that act like every day humans? I really hope so. I also decided I wanted to become more productive, and put back more money. Do we ever meet that goal of saving 100k? I hope so, I know I could use it right now. I am also dating a beautiful girl, and hope she is my wife in 2025, haha, I wonder did we ever get married? If so did we every have kids? I wonder what they would look like. I also been going through some tough times, and I wonder if my future self has it easier, I still remember my mom passing on June 13, 2019 and it still haunts me, and our old man passed away last Friday, and I hope it's going well, I wanted to get them a gravestone, did we ever managed to get one for them? I really hope we did, with all these expenses, I hope at least we also get out student debt haha, but probably won't happen. Oh ya, and I always wanted a motorcycle, do we eventually get one? And if so do we get my girlfriend to drive one? haha I would love to see how scared she would be riding on one. I also been thinking of opening a business, and did that ever happen, and if so did it turn out has successful has I saw in my head? And I wonder do we still have same taste? Like do you still listen to Cortex and Hello internet? And if so, did Myke and Gray change any or are they the same way they always been? Also I was really into cars, and trucks, and wanted to start youtube channel, and wanted to build at least one Sema build, does that ever happen? Sorry this long letter, But I just wanted to know that I did take steps, or at least tried too, and I wanted to know if I ever become the man I thought I would be, I just have alot what ifs, and I don't know if they'll ever be answered, for all I know, the USA could collapse, or zombie apocalypse could happen haha, or maybe a natural event happens and **** us all off, but anyway I'm just rambling, I wanted to say I do care about you, and I want to do better and treat you with respect you deserve my comrade, Also remember, History is fun, and this my first letter I ever wrote to myself so sorry for it being all over the place. with my love, the awkward past self.