A letter from February 3rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey Anna! The purpose of this letter is so you can compare the changes in the future. Right now is the school situation very stressful. It's my time to decide the program i wanna go, and honestly i really don't know. It feels like everything depends on my decision and I hate it. My hobbies are listening to music and sleeping. The music is like therapy for me, my thoughs is just flying around. I prefer the old ones. They are unrrated and deservs more attention. There's one more thing I like to do in my spartime and that is to watch movies. I'm soft for comedian and romantic movies. I think they are wonderful. I like those beacuse they distract me from the sad reality. But the best movies of all time is Disney movies. Disney movies are iconic you just have to love them. Lets change the subject and talk about my hopes and dreams. one day I want to become something big like Greta Thunberg. She is a young girl trying to save the world and I admire her for that. Well if I have to think more realistic have I hopes for a bright future. Like a good job, good health and a good partner. My dream is going to Disneyland in Paris. I can't imagine the happines I would feel. The place have much to offer and an experience you'd never forget. When I am in Paris I can take the oppertunity to visit the Eiffel tower. It's ironic beacuse i'm scared of heights. I also fear that I never gonna be something when I grow up. My idea is to just focusing on school right now. My school experience give me mixed feelings and a lot of embarrasment. The were one time in weather winter when I was walking to school. Lets say that I slipped in front of someone, not once but twice. My anxeity was screaming, it was really embarressing. My life is a whole rollercoaster. I'm really excited for my future so I can decide everything on my own. I understand how much responsbility it require. But when is life ever easy. People are asking "where do you see yourself in a few years?" well I don't know, life is a adventure waiting to be discovered. I know that i won't have the same intrerest as before but I prefer it unknown. It makes it more intreresting. I hope one day that I can be more confident and actually start to myself. We people change all the time and everyday we learn something new. Wherever life takes us, we must make the best of the situation. Good luck dear!