A letter from November 18th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, honestly, I have no idea if you'll read this. I think i might've upgraded from this email address given that it's name is pretty **** lmao. Then again, all my social media is connected to it, so who the hell knows. I guess I just wanna talk about my day. it's actually Nina's birthday today, I have no idea if u still speak to her, or any of the other members of the rod rod god squad, but I hope u do. i actually fell last Thursday (it's Monday today) so now my ankle is hella swollen and stuff ew. Mum keeps worrying but I don't think it's that big of a deal. I had, double chem today, along w mechanics. Ngl it kinda sucked. I kept giving answers (hey at least I'm trying) but they were wrong so that was mildly embarrassing. Jov and Katrine also lowkey attacked me. I say that but I really mean that I felt attacked. They were just teasing. Speaking of Jov, I feel like we're growing apart. We're not really on the same level. I feel like she doesn't quite get me anymore. Idk. Dasha keeps picking fights w me. Okay not picking but we keep arguing. honestly I'm so tired I don't want to deal w it, but she's in all my classes and also incredibly loud. and every time i disagree w her, everyone else in the class turns it into a bigger deal, like please can i not just say I disagree? It's been 2 weeks since I had that mental breakdown at Ella's. Thank God tomorrow I only have 1 lesson. Oh and also tomorrow im reading out my poem in assembly I hope it goes well. I really love that poem ngl, the last 2 lines are **** af. Next Friday is the climate strike. If i go it'll be my third one. I do quite wanna go. Okay as I'm typing this mum is shouting at me. Tbh everyone has been frustrating me today. Had a lil cry sesh earlier, super fun stuff. Anyway, I gotta go shower now, have fun babes. (I just realised you'll be 21, **** lmao - if you're doing a Bsc this'll be your last year (unless you're doing a placement) k bye :)))