A letter from August 7th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, Hi how are you doing, good i hope. There has been a lot going recently you just started senior year and i am full of hope and excited to see the man i have become. I just wanted to let you know what ha pend today so you could rember the day you wrote this to me. it was an early morning but of course you fell back asleep. You wake up to mom yelling at us to get up so she can take you to school BECAUSE WE hate the bus. you got ready and made sure you had everything. the siblings are getting ready while mom is getting dressed and then your of. your finished with yr first page of the packet you need to do to graduate. and helped Beca get nominated for president of the auto club but you felt weird because you dont like the Auto club. I have some deep questions to ask you. They will make sense when you remmber the day you wrote this. one Have spent your life to the fullest? I r ember when I would wake up i would dred the day for my anxiety would take countroll over me. two Are you still suicidal? i know that is a big question to ask but. i rember the day you got caught with ur e cig and wanted to die and every day after that, i just wanna know have you gotten better? three, How is Evan I still have feelings for him have they left us? or have you finally told him how you feel about him? four How is mom. rember the other night was a big scare with her heart acting up, is she still alive? or i she the same wired goofball mom she is. What about dad. dose mom leave him do we leave him? do we still hate him? five and i think the last question. have you learned to love yourself? i know are ego is huge but what about loving who we are and what you are. have we begun our life as we plan or were there some bumps in the road? i wanna know so ill let you do hair or something i hope idk maybe you **** bugs for a living. have a great day. and lets thrive beacuse we **** with right lol