Heyos, future ME!!!

Dear FutureMe, If you are reading this, CONGRATULATIONS!!!! You have survided 2012! I am so proud of you! So how do you like college? Is it fun? I hope you have a boyfriend, cause my current me (4/15/2010) doesn't have one, and miss kissing someone immensely.Treat him right, god damn it! Or i will take my secret time machine that you have forgotten about and beat you senceless, then date him myself! hahahaha! I want to let you know about myself for you to compare to yourself then. My name is Molly Caroline Reininger, my favorite genre of books are fantasty and non-fiction. Normal books are O.K., sometimes, but not always. I hope you have a cat! I miss sassy so much, as im typing this, im thinking that you will have almost completly forgotten her by the time you are reading this... It is making my chest feel all compressed. You know that feeling all to well, remember the horrible break up of the first boy you loved? Justin Jackson. He is such an ass! UGGG! Hes a hot ass, but still an ass. If we are so much as in the the same room together, then we automatically move to opposite sides of the room, and stay there, unless one of us leaves. hahaha! By the time i read this i probably will have completly gotten over everything that happened between us, maybe even try and re-connect, cause he is really nice when he wants to be, just not to me. Anyway, I am 5'1", and hopefully when you read this you will be taller, cause being short really sucks. >:( I have long brown hair, really big brown eyes, lots of freckles, but still really pale, which is weird. My back and neck are killing me almost all the time. Not as bad and last year in 9th grade, when i actually broke down right after school cause of the pain. Also my hips have been painful for the last few days, completly out of nowhere! Today i stayed home cause im also a little sick. It was really sunny out so i went outside and twirrled my purple flag around a little. Its weird cause it has an upside down darker purple teardrop on it. I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING!!! Im writing this letter to myself like i write to myself in my diary! hahahahaha! How ironic! :)!!! I should right more of these! heehee! My brother just walked by. He is such a freaking creeper. He kinda reminds me of a bug-raptor. The ugliest combination you can think of. He smells, hes annoying, hes immature, he has no friends, he has a fugley laugh, has a really fucking ugly haircut, and is a FUCKING SOCIAL RETARD!!! EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im so ashamed of him. If you dont survive 2012, then its cause the world ended, and i hope you have a good after life exploreing the universe. I hope you still believe the church is full of shit. If you dont, let me remind you of what i believe in. The universe changes for humans. If a decision is being made by someone, anyone, then the universe holds it breathe in wait. Us humans have extremly well developed mental capacities, but lack the knowledge of how to use it. Our thoughts and emotions change matter around us on a molecular level, mostly just change atoms' directions and such. Each of our human souls has its own name, that our physical selves dont actually know, and wouldn't be good if we found out. Im torn between the belief that out bodies have souls, or if our souls have bodies. Ill let you figure that out. BTW, JESUS HAD A WIFE AND CHILD!!!!! Enjoy the rest of your life, Molly! If our beautiful world exists after 2012, then go get in shape, and get laid. If not, have a good existance. LOVE YA!!!