A letter from July 2nd, 2018

Dear Kelvin, I have a confession to make. The first time i saw you, I didn't like you. Parang may nag sasabi sa akin na isa kang malaking sakit sa ulo. But I also have to admit that even then, I knew that you had something special in you. You had the spirit. You are by far, the bravest man i have ever met. Days, weeks, months passed. I don't know if it's because you opened your heart to me; kung ano ba ang mas mahalaga ang epekto- yung kakulitan mo o yung dasal mo. Siguro nga matindi ka lang talaga kumapit sa salita. I never thought life could be more exciting, I loved every moment. I love every bit of you. Your love, your craziness, your unpredictably. We bared are souls to each other. Because of you, I started believing in myself. I started fighting for what i believed to. I started being brave. More than 1 year and i thought we we're good more than 1 year, going on forever, or so I thought. Hindi ko alam kung bakit? Kung paano? Kelan nag simula? Anong nangyari? Bakit tayo nag hiwalay? Bakit mo ko iniwan? But today, I resolve to stop bothering you. I have decided to let you be and give the break up you ask for 3 months from now. That's why i'm sending this letter 3 months from this day. You'll be coming back here by then.. Sana nagawa mo na lahat ng gusto mo. sana tama na ang anim na buwan para masigurado mo kung ako talaga ang gusto mong makasama habangbuhay. Magtitiis ako jie, knowing that one day, I'll be back in your life and I will do everything it takes to win you back. I will never lose hope that we will eventually have our second chance. I won't ever lose hope. che