A letter from March 18th, 2017

Dear Sweetie, how are you feeling? You may be disappointed with me but the first thing I really wanna know is... Did you get into college? Like, that course... did our parents cried when they discovered that you did it (if you). Sorry, you know... that's all that I can think about now and you know this. I hope you're really fine and happy. So tell me. Do you still talk with Him? Do you still see Him every morning? Do you still talk to that other Him every night? Are you still hurt with that girl at school who made fun of you because you study a lot? Tell me, please! You're feeling fine now, you're about to explode, you're almost 15 right now, you're finishing you're english course, you're finishing you're high school (1,5 year left. Oh my dear), you have no ideia (or do you?) about how much you wanna hug right now. How much you wanna find someone to be your ''balance point'', someone to run into his or her arms when things get pretty bad, as they are right now. Tell me, my dear, did you got crazy? Yesterday (march 17th) you cried a lot... at night you called your ''brother'', you too watched an anime. After that he left, you cried a little more, things are getting worse. Wanna know how do you feel? Like if you were Caught up in a whirlwind of stars, but maybe you always felt like that. Miss, are you still alive? Don't forget that we have a time capsule already set up. Just remember, please! Make your efforts worth. Cause I love you. Yourself