A letter from February 13th, 2017

Dear FutureMe, Kite tulis ni masa kite tgh marah sedih negatif sume...i hate myself...benci tak guna sy benci tak guna awk yg di masa depan kite bg surat ni kat besday awk masa depan di besday thn depan lah besday thn depan.Nak tulis panjang lebar sbb tade sapa yg nak baca ni..kite mmg tak suka tak suka tak suka lelaki tak suka semua orang benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci benci.nak luah kan kat diri masa depan.harap awak dah mati sebelum thn depan.better mati semalam ku rasa ku dah mati.bukan mimpi pun tp mati betul2 mmg jd mcm sakaratul maut betul2 tp kenapa aku masih hidup.rini kenapa aku tak kena langgar haha kenapa aku toleh kiri.i hope you die i hope you die i hope you die i hope you die i hope you die i hope you die.can you pass the day after 4 march 2017.you destine to die 3 march 2017 hahahahahahahaha.idk what can kill me hahaha.becos i already got the tanda2 mati like menggigil seluruh badan lepas asar pusat berdenyut lepas asar why why why dragon ball super pun tak hbis lg why...If mama ke abg alim ke sapa2 yg baca surat ni mayb nora dah tade lg kat dunia ni.becos i die too obvious.I m crying jodoh n ajal .ajal menjemput ku dulu.sorry lah adib.ku harap selepas kematian ku surat ini menjadi viral hahaha.sorry lah adib walaupun ku suka kau tp aku tak dpt nak bersama mu sbb ku akan mati akan mati akan mati.bnyk kali mimpi mati mimpi tu berulang.kekadang ku wonder lah mungkin aku dah mati kat parallel universe dan betul ke mati tu buat conscious pergi ke parallel universe tp kenapa sume sume counterpart di dunia yg len sama saja mcm di universe lama why i dont die perhaps i have to wait until 3 march mayb i die at motor hahaha.Betul tanda tanda mati last rasa lebih kurang bulan 12 kot.pastu bulan lepas lebih kurang bulan 1 denyut pulak kat pusat lepas asar.Sorry lah.Dragon Ball super pun tak hbis lg.benci nye.aku takkan ade anak.die before can cecah umo 24 ni bukan surat suicide tp surat wasiat.Abah mama halal kan mkn minum nora.I feel i m dying.this sign too obvious i got my headless shadow.then shadow again.My cosplay fren.This tanda2 dah obvious idk if i gonna go to hell or heaven mayb i go to heaven becos i m not exactly normal becos i m crazy or i go to hell.If i sempat bertaubat pun hahaha. Now i gonna pray and baca surah al mulk supaya kubur ku takde seksa kubur tp ku period lah rini takpe tunggu pas hbis period tak lama 6 hari jew pas mandi wajib jew ku nak baca surah al mulk.Mama abah adik badik ku abg alim adib ke arina ke surat ni bila korang dah baca tifa aka nora aka meow dah setahun pergi dr dunia ni.mmg tak dpt lah nora nak kawen.sbb mmg taknak kawen even dgn adib sekali ku.Tanda2 tu tanda2 tu.Aku takkan dpt dakimakura.Lastly,nora nak minta maaf kat semua.Mimpi tu berulang malah aku rasa sakit sgt bila ku mimpi mati mcm mati betul2 tak pernah luah kan kat sapa semalam adelah mimpi mati ku yg paling teruk aku ckp mcm seolah seolah aku mati aku bnyk kali ckp assyaduallah illahaillah wasyahaduanna muhammadur rasulullah.pastu aku ckp ya allah bg lah aku peluang hidup lg.dan saat tu pastu aku bngun tp mimpi mati lah kan kenapa mesti mimpi mati di tempat tido aku seolah2 aku mati ketika tido.dan semalam ade lah yg paling sakit sekali semalam juga mulut ku rasa berbuih mcm lemas pun ade.tp aku jaga why why mimpi berulang aku mimpi mati berulang.org kata mimpi mati tu umo panjang tp aku tak caya start aku mimpi mati yg lama dulu masa tu tade lah sakit sgt tp ditempat tido iaitu di bilik belakang.i hope i become ghost after i die but i want to read al mulk before the day i die and i will pray solah 5 waktu a day and bertaubat.idk if i can sempat bertaubat tp aku tetap akan baca surah al mulk tiap2 mlm.Aku luah kan ape yg terpendam di dlm hati.ni lagu yg aku nak korang ingat di waktu ku sudah tiada setahun ni If I Die Young The Band Perry If I die young bury me in satin Lay me down on a bed of roses Sink me in the river at dawn Send me away with the words of a love song Uh oh uh oh Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother She'll know I'm safe with you when She stands under my colours, oh and Life ain't always what you think it oughta be, no Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby The sharp knife of a short life, Well, I've had just enough time If I die young bury me in satin. Lay me down on a bed of roses Sink me in the river at dawn Send me away with the words of a love song The sharp knife of a short life, Well I've had just enough time And I'll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger I've never known the lovin' of a man But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand There's a boy here in town says he'll love me forever Who would have thought forever could be severed by The sharp knife of a short life, Well I've had just enough time So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls What I never did is done A penny for my thoughts, oh no I'll sell them for a dollar They're worth so much more after I'm a goner And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin' Funny when you're dead how people start listenin' If I die young bury me in satin Lay me down on a bed of roses Sink me in the river at dawn Send me away with the words of a love song Uh oh (uh oh) The ballad of a dove Go with peace and love Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket Save 'em for a time when your really gonna need 'em oh The sharp knife of a short life, Well I've had just enough time So put on your best boys, and I'll wear my pearls maaf. Cukup sampai disini saje Bila korang baca surat ni di laptop nora. di email lunaxanne@gmail.com Nora dah takde kat dunia ni Mayb dgn bidadara syurga ke Sapa tau. Jodoh di syurga kan Haha Its funny when your dead when people start to listen Or worst Nora menjadi hantu menghantui korang Haha Goodbye forever n ever n ever