where are you now

Dear FutureMe, well i hope by now you are in heaven , if not than in heaven on earth. is that grandson of yours still making your heart beat. tell him he is almost 7 months when i wrote this. tell he was the one thing that brighten my life and kept me going. he liked to sleep with me. and he liked looking at the pics of pappy. his daddy calls him booga wooga. curtis is married to brittnay. bobby my true love has been in heaven for an 11 months now. this last year has been hell. except for curtis and is son. there is a guy name bobby riley whole emails me all the time. a guy named richard camron who drives me up the wall. but he needs a friend. there is a guy named ricky goins with a 9 yr. old son who calls me . i've talk to him for 6 months off and on.but never met him. he is in pa. 4 hrs away. juls in school to be a nurse did she make it? i live alone. i can still walk but not without pain. i have 3 leaky heart valves,fyboiralgia what ever. arthrist, psyaic arthrist, and many m,ore things. i hope you are cured or at least still walking and laughing. maddie isgoing to be 9 in two months. and big curt is still an ass. live is not fun without my sweet bobby- my babylove. well when you get this print it and scrapbook it. well god bless you and good luck. piper