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Dear FutureMe, when you're sitting there in the posh library of your mansion in the english countryside..i hope you appreciate all the work i put into getting you there. i hope you never forget all the years you were a broke dreamer always saying "one of these days", and i hope you never stop dreaming or saying "one of these days". i hope you fulfilled all the promises to yourself and your daughter. i hope that you've managed to find a sense of happiness. i pray that you will find the stability and comfort that you deserve. i hope you have let yourself find, and embrace love, even if its not with who you initially intended. i hope that you never forget where you came from, and i hope that you always remember to give back. i hope you've published at least one book, and that you've started at least one charity foundation. i hope that you've made every effort and attempt to fulfill all our goals and aspirations. and most of all i hope that you are finally able to forgive the past, and live happily in the present without any darkness. natasha, i hope you have come to terms with yourself and learned to lov e yourself for the wonderful woman that you are. best of wishes for the next ten years to come. love always natasha rene'e