It's time to really start trying

Good morning lazybean! Sigurado ako puyat ka na naman. At sigurado rin ako na tinatamad ka pa bumangon dahil nakakapanghina yung lambot ng kama mo. Oo nga masarap pa humiga at di gumalaw for the next 30 minutes pero pwede ka rin naman maglakad papunta sa beach at doon tumunganga. Doon ka na lang mag aksaya ng oras. For example, 7:30 na di ba? 10 mins na lakad papunta sa beach plus 10 mins na pagtunganga sa tabi ng dagat plus 10 minutes na lakad pabalik equals healthy living. I-convice mo na lang yung sarili mo na nagexercise ka kahit di naman talaga hahaha Malay mo habang naglalakad ka pauwi, makapulot ka pa sa daan ng bright idea para sa business plan project niyo. Speaking of business plan, you need to finish this shit today. Yes, oo, talaga. Ngayong Friday. (before 12mn) Kailangan na magpresent sa Monday tapos ni isang hibla ng idea, wala ka pa. Wag ka na umasang tutulong yung groupmates mo sa tanginang project na 'to. Kung wala silang pakialam nung una pa lang, ngayon pa kayang malapit na yung deadline? Hay nako. Sayang oras! Alam mo, suggestion ko lang ha, ibahin mo na yung business idea niyo. Create something with your own mind. Alam ko nakaisip ka na ng idea noon. Pero may maiisip ka pang bago. Mas maganda. Samahan mo ng research. Yung megatrend i apply mo sa pagbuo ng idea mo. Guluhin mo yung utak mo tapos ayusin mo ulit. Something will come up eventually. Think of something new. Something na hindi pa naaiisip ng iba. Yung idea na simple, realistic at HELPFUL. Hindi puro gimmick lang. Hindi rin dapat mahal.Dapat makatarungan na idea. Pero kung wala talaga after 4 hours of brainstorming, go back sa original idea ng group niyo Sus, kaya mo yan. Your creative mind will help you surpass this. Gamitin mo yung libro mo jan. :) Look this may seem a lot for today pero kailangan mo na magstart maging responsible. Yes I know it sucks at nakaka stress 'tong pagbabago na'to but you'll get used to it. I'm here to make it less stressful for you. We'll make fun of your mistakes together. Please don't be afraid to fail again.You need that. Kailangan mo maramdaman yung sakit kapag nakakagawa ka ng mali para makagawa ka ng mabuti. You've had enough breaks from life, E. It's time to really start trying. Itong routine na ginagawa mo, it's not making anyone happy. Tsaka halos 23 years mo na 'tong ginagawa. You're waiting for someone to appreciate the fact that you're trying pero are you really trying? Or sa isip mo lang? You will be someone great, kailangan mo maniwala na magiging totoo 'to someday. Kailangan ipagmayabang mo sa sarili mo na kaya mo kahit parang hindi. You have to believe the lie to become the lie. Marami kang gusto sa buhay, nakakalimutan mo lang cause you don't do anything about it. Atras abante tapos atras ka ulit. Ibahin na natin yan, hesitation isoverrated. Iba ka sa iba di ba? So start proving that to yourself today. Di mo kailangan ng audience. Wala ka pang ginagawa na kailangan ng palakpak o atensyon ng ibang tao. Ako na lang muna yung intindihin mo pati yung business plan report mo okay? Just for today, business plan report lang. Tska walk sa umaga. Tsaka pagcharge ng phone mo. Tsaka pagcheck ng email mo. Tsaka pagkamusta sa nanay at kapatid mo. pati sa bestfriends mo. Easy breezy Friday sched. One step at a time, E. Pretend there's no tomorrow to finish what you need to do today. Love, Alex