A letter from August 8th, 2014

Dear FutureMe, i hope you're doing fine..at this time of your life you're 19 and about to turn 20 soon , you're sick and tired , lonely but you're in a relationship .. you love him but he's taking you for granted ! your dad just left home and you're about to go to college i hope by the time you read this everything turned out to be good ! i sent you this photo to remind you what a person you were .. to remind my present me as well as u in the futur ! i spent the last two months crying and sitting in a dark room and that didn't solve none of my problems ! i hope that you're laughing again and having fun .. i hope that your love life is bettre and that you found a person that appreciates you and gives you attention .. i hope he's tall and kind and good at english hhh ! two years from now .. you're 22 now i hope you start to get things more seriously ! don't jump up in new things I know it's your specialty but try to focus on your futur .. ours :D it's kind'a weard to wrote my self a lettre but i hope it will help me in the futur to know how i should act and move on with my life .. cuz really i don't think it will get worse thn it is now .. i even tried to kill my self a week before now !! so plz futurMe be wize :) love you <3