happy birthday!!.. im your 19 year old self.. :)

Dear FutureMe, Dear Future Meg, (teka meg pa din ba ang name mo??..hehe) basta emem, gatets, margarita, meg, rita,etc etc etc.. :) ) Maybe you don't even remember us writting this..tama??.. isa to sa kalokohan mo in the past...hehe So How are you?.. I hope you are (still) Happy... and eternally blissful.. yan naman ang goal natin di ba?.. don't let the pressure get into you..ok??.. kasi ngaun ako minsan....alam mo na..hehe pero i know by now you are stronger..(sana naman!)..hehe and sana mas seryoso ka na.. "funny is different from silly-stupid"..and you know na im both ngaun..(and lovin it)..haha Pero di ba we dont intend to be this way forever.. so sana pag na basa mo to..simulan mo nang i-withdrawal ung silly-stupid.. i know its hard..hehe I hope you are successful and living your dream..... siguro naman graduate ka na by now??.. ano ano?? worth it ba ang pinaghihirap ko ngaun?.. sana naman..hahaha dapat mas marami kang tulog at RandR kesa sa akin a... mamatay tayo agad pag toxic ka pa din hangang ngaun... take it easy.... :) alam ko nagiiba ang definition ng success ng tao.. kaya nga hindi ito naachieve e.. pero just so you know ang definition ng success ng 19 year old counterpart mo ay makatulog ng tuloy tuloy, grumaduate at maging pharmacist, makakain sa TGIFridays with college barkada..hehe, at mag try mag turo (ng hindi kalokohan for a change)..hehe kaya pag na achieve mo na to... sana malaman mo na para sa akin successful ka na.. :) BONGA!!..hehe nga pala ang dream natin ay maging filthy-sexy RICH..haha kaya go go go!!.. :) I hope you are now changing the world for the better...(using your filthy money)..haha sana naman galing sa malinis yan!..hehe di tulad ng pinipredict ko ngaun na magigi kang estapadora dahil sa likas mong pagkatuso..hehe sana ung witt mo gamitin mo sa mabuti... We want to change the world di ba??.. mahirap ba talaga kahit graduate ka na??... one Random act of kindness at a time lang... :) eventually magiging si oprah din tayo..hehe I hope you overcome your insecurities and fears... mapayat na ba tayo?? hahaha kung hindi pa.. alam ko..alam ko..kasalanan ko..pero wag ka naman sana magalit sa akin..ang sarap talaga kumain...pinaka mura at accesible na comfort natin yun remeber??..hehe di bali tandaan mo..HOTTIE tayo..hehehe... nahanap mo na ba ang phobia natin??.. nakakafrustrate kasi di ko pa din alam hangang ngaun... naalala mo ba ung saying na "a man without fear..is a man without hope".. hay naku... :) I hope may one tree hill pa rin jan..hehe i hope you are still child like.. I hope you still pray hard.. :) Always remember that we are very lucky..in many ways... so always be thankful... God is good to us.. so always remember..kahit na gaano ka man ka busy na mag pray..ok?! I hope you still love all the people you meet...and not meet... share the love hottie..hehe do you still keep in touch with them??.. shame on you kung hindi!!... di ka ggraduate kung di ka nila pinakopya!!..hehe i know this will not happen but just in case... REMEMBER to give your parents hug...and a thank you kiss every chance you got... they worked really hard to make everything else possible.. sila pa rin ba ang inspiration mo??.. sana sila pa rin.. sabi nga nila...kanina lang "Em ikaw lang ang pag asa namin...".. di naman nakakapressure no??..haha o yung mga kapatid mo.. wag mo na pakialmanan ung lovelife nila..hehe and xmpre keep in touch with ur friends... lahat!! highschool and college.. :) and lastly I hope you are passionate in everything you do.. di tayo ganoon ka talino...alam ko bobo parin tayo sa spelling..hehe at makalat at unorganized pa rin tayo... di rin tayo ang pinaka mahusay na artist sa mundo.. di tayo (ngaun ko lang aaminin) ganoon ka slim and hot..haha... at higit sa lahat sa ngaun we are broke!!.. pero remember that our drive and passion towards everything we do or love made everything we have achieved so far possible.. so un... chase the path that makes you happy.. at hindi ung path na basta mas madatung ha!..hehe dont be a sell out!!.. :) ... dapat passionate ka sa ginagawa mo ngaun.. everything else will follow.. teka..may love life ka ba??..loser!!.... buti pa ko ngaun..wala din..hehe ang taray kung meron..ang landi mo!!...haha "money before honey!"..haha di na books before boylets..haha and before this (what's this again?..hehe) ends.. i want you to know that im proud of you...For our sake...please be the person that preschool margarita (haba..hehe), gradeschool emem, highschool gatets, and college meg meg will be proud of.. :) ok.. good luck.. i know youll do good..cause your wiser and older than me.. :) GOOD LUCK!!!.. :) love, 19 year old you optimistic, toxic, socialy active, moraly struggling(hehe), and very much happy with life.... but still hopes to be a better person in the future.. :)