Time Travelled — almost 4 years

I thought love was only true in fairy tales...

Jul 16, 2013 Jul 11, 2017

Peaceful right?

Good enough for them but not for me... but then I saw her face! Now i'm a believer! I'm outta space! I'm outta my mind! I'm in Love (oooo ooooooo) I'm a believer I wouldn't leave her if I tried... So yeah: The boy who so strongly disragards love as complete and utter poppycock, especially love at first sight because come on, how ridiculous is that? Has found the girl of his dreams under the most unlikely of circumstances. Evelyn. The most perfect creature who I had ever laid eyes on...I thought nothing would happen. I was sure of it. One doesn't just see a girl that breathtaking and actually, like, get anywhere with her. He doesn't try and steal a TV whilst wearing a silly hat, and it doesn't make her excited and want to talk to you. You don't keep talking constantly, falling in love with each other in such a short space it's like a quirky romantic comedy. The boy who belives his life is a TV show get's a TV show romance despite not beliving in love with a girl who tried to end her life, failed, and then found someone to restore her hope in the world. And it just so happens that the girl is everything the boy has ever hopped hoped for but knew she wasn't real...but she was! And she's here, and she loves me and I...I'm laughing with complete and unadulterated joy as I write this, because she is amazing. She likes Anime, she takes control, she can make me laugh and her eyes...she has the hint of mischive which I thought only existed in those eyes I saw in the mirror. Her smile set's my heart ablaze, causing sensations through my body I believed whole heartedly I would never feel. I want to be with her more than anything, and I will make sure to do so. I...I'm crying with joy and laughter right now, and it's insane. How! How did I meet the girl of my dreams like this? People try to tell me i'm wrong about my TV show life. But it's not true. people like me don't get girls as perfect as her, and that's why...I love her. I love her, I love her, I love her! I want to scream it out, shout it to the world, let everyone who I ever meet know how perfect the girl I met in circumstances that should never have happened in the real word is! I want to let them know how I want to hold her tightly, and whisper into her ears all the words I feel which I thought would never exist in my heart. She's says I saved her. And maybe I did. But she's saved me, because I feel better than I have in many a year. I feel...Alive for once. I no longer have any doubt about myself, and I know that I'm me, and that...that actually is genuinely amazing. Because if I can meet her and have her fall in love with me, how bad can I be? I'm probably not making much sense, but they're all true. Because she made me human again, where I was becoming just another husk. I was drifting away, and she got me hooked and pulled me back to reality. I can imagine everything with her, and at least for now I plan to do everything with her. All those cliche romantic things I thought would make me sick...I want to do them with her. I want to be with her for as long as fate will let me, because they just wouldn't put us together if it was the case it wouldn't work at all. And so the disbeliever fell in love. The boy regained his life from a girl who tried to end hers. In a way, maybe...maybe she succeeded. Because I promise I will do everything in my power to make sure she never goes back to the life that made her want to die. That i'll...I'll save her by being the best me I can, and in turn she might just end up saving me. It might just be flights of fancy, but...I can't say I don't believe in love any more. Because now I know just how wrong I was. When Nicolas Cage met his future wife, the first thing he said was 'I love you, and i'm going to marry you'. And...I don't want to admit it, but I feel the same way about her. It feels stupid to admit, and i'm not going to rush into things obviously, but... But one day, maybe... heh... Maybe i'll even use this... ...If we're still together in...3 years...which is when I send this... I'm going to read this letter out to her...from a me who's only known her three days...With Bon Jovi's 'Bed of Roses' playing just like it is now... And I will look her straight in the eyes, that from now and then i've always felt the same way...from now till then...and forever more... And...I'll ask her... Evelyn...Will you marry me?

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