A letter from ME/YOU December 3rd, 2012

Dear FutureMe, At this moment, 2012, I have been feeling so lost. I have no idea what to do with my life. I can't figure out what I've even done that's worthwhile in the last five years. Am I wasting my time here? Why am I so stagnant? This coming year, 2013, you have vowed to change you're life. To figure out what makes you happy and to go and do it. Mom and dad think you should breakup with John. They say he is good to you but they think the age difference and the drinking is too much. I can't make a decision cuz it will hurt too much. But it's weird cuz it's like I either want to dive in and have kids or breakup and runaway. I hope you've figured it out, or have moved on, or embraced whichever decision you made. I feel sad now and I would hate to know you are still sad too. I can't even imagine our life further in the future than next year, but I know you will survive no matter what you choose. Also, if you are still working at that same job as now I will smack you!