Happy Birthday!

Dear Future Me, It is November 3rd. You just got back from a bonfire with Ethan, Evan, Mina, Owen, Johnathan, Jeremy, and Elicia. You're still having issues on whether you like Ethan or Wyatt. Or both. It's still very confusing, because at the bonfire, all you wanted to do was snuggle/kiss/hug Ethan, but you knew that Wyatt was coming home from UF soon and you're not sure how that it going to work out when he does, since you guys broke up, but only for the reason of him going to college. Are there still feelings between you guys? (then and now?) What a petty problem this will be when you get this. I hope you graduated high school. You are currently sucking at IB, but I hope you got better. It's so hard right now. Mostly because of the internet. You read something that in 2013, Internet Addiction Disorder will be officially classifies as a 'disorder', and you have a feeling that you'll be diagnosed with that disorder once the pediatrician asks you how many hours you spend on here right now. Your tumblr url is duuuuuuuumb.tumblr.com and you go on it all the time. it wastes your life away. I hope by the time you get this that you've found something better to do with you life. You hope that you're exercising. right now you're already starting to form a muffin top and your butt is so big. So if you're not exercising, you better start before it's too late. Right now, your best friend now is Hannah. You don't really hang out with any other girl. You tried to hang out with Cathlyne, but that went really awkwardly. Fuji is sitting at the edge of your bed cleaning himself and you're sure that Pani is underneath youre bed doing the same thing you haven't eaten since breakfast and you're really hungry. Wyatt's phone broke so you are texting Ethan. You and Ethan are talking about eating. You care so much about what you look like. Much less than you used to, but you're still doing pretty badly right now. You hope you've ditched the straighten and pound of eyeliner and moved on to natural-er habits. Maybe your hair is still bleached. You're probably going to be like "why on earth did you do that" The most popular song right now is "We are NEver Getting BAck Together" by Taylor Swift and Gangnam Style, both of which are getting very very very old. Motion City Soundtrack is your favorite band and they had a concert in Orlando the previous thursday and you couldn't go and you were so upset. Hannah has your MCS cds, you hope she gave them back. Hurricane Sandy recently hit and all of your friends are out of power. Matthew has an afro. You hope you still have Wanda and that you're using her well. Alright, it's 2am, so you have to sleep. I hope everything is going alright. Stay open. Don't let things stress you out too bad. Love yourself and others, and make sure they know it. -Amanda Josephine Hlavac. Your 16 year old self.