Dear myself, (if you delete this you wont remember)

Today is Monday November 29, 2010. I (you) are currently employed at SFBH as an operator lvl 1 for some reason. I am typing this from my iPhone 4, which is pretty neat. I recently tried to go out with that blonde, Sarah, you know, the one with the boy? Brylan? Yeah that one. I'm currently paying $294 a month for car insurance for a 01 chevy blazer; it's in really good condition. As of now, I've dated Crystal, Paige and Ashlie. With a fling from Morgan. I have no optimism for my life at this point, hopefully you proved me wrong. 20 years old with not even a full semester of college and still living with the parents. It's getting to the point where I just want my own space, just to come home and worry about myself. But, without someone to talk to, that would be too lonely. Only a few months till 21 where I'll be spending two weeks in New York. Right now Chevelle - Jars is playing, and speaking of music I really like listening to Avenged Sevenfold and their album Nightmare. What do I wish that you have accomplished in these past few years? I hope that you find that someone to be with in your darkest times, a job where you don't hate your boss as much as Cindi Harris (just a refresher, she's the devil) and lastly the courage to help you do what you want.